Reckless and Relentless- An Asking Alexandria Fanfic

Chapter 13

  I stood in the doorway with Ben and Danny in shock. Did she really just kick me out? "Well, um, you guys should probably go..." I said. "I need to go pack and figure something out.." "Not a chance." said Ben. "What do you mean?"

  "We're gonna help you get your stuff, well, at least some for now, and you're gonna stay with me." Danny told me. I was still in such shock I didn't even argue. I just walked into our, well, her, room, and grabbed out a bag.

  "Can you guys get my band shirts from the closet, please?" "I got it." said Ben, moving to the closet and opening it. "What can I do babe?" Danny asked. "Umm... go into the bathroom right next to this room, and get into the medicine cabinet and grab out the stuff to clean my snakebites, as well as the black toothbrush and the only toothpaste in there. Please."

  Ben handed me my shirts and I stuffed them in my bag while he sat on the bed. "Anything else?" I told him I would think while I started pulling a few pairs of skinny jeans and shorts from my drawer. Danny walked back in and held my things out to me, and I just pointed at the bag. "Are you alright love?" he asked.

  "I'm numb so yup." I threw the jeans and shorts in the bag, and realized I couldn't fit all of it. I growled with anger and threw it on the floor, then knelt down and started pulling things out.

  I took out my Blood on the Dance Floor and Falling In Reverse shirts to make room, then tried throwing things back in. Finding I had extra space, I threw in my phone charger, a couple of my Beanies, and a hoodie. "Okay," I said, "let's go."

***Hour and a half later***

***The guys' hotel***

  "Look who's back!" yelled James with excitement. "Yeah, only cuz I got kicked out and Danny said I was going to stay with him." I told him monotonously. "Damn, what happened?" he asked. "Don't fully know, and right now I'm too numb to care."

  "You need a drink, pronto." said Sam, and he grabbed me a bottle of Jack. I took a large swig of it, smiling at the familiar, comforting burn. "Hey Danny, still got any of the shit you got last night?" asked Cam. "I bet that would help her."

  "Wait, what shit?" I asked. "When Ben and I left last night, we left to go get something from a guy. Cam thinks it would help distract you, but I don't know if you want it." Danny told me. "It's worth a try." Ben told him. "That is, if you're willing to part with some."

  "Guys I'm not in the mood for secrets and games. What. Shit. Are. You. Talking. About." I was about to lose my mind completely. Danny looked to Ben who nodded. "It's coke." he told me.

  I stared at him. "I thought you quit fucking doing that shit years ago." I was going to lecture him about it, but my phone buzzed.

Stormi: Charlotte! Ur rlly starting 2 worry me, r u ok?!

  I had totally forgotten to text her back.

Me: ya, im w/ the guys. Chloe kicked me out tho, so im apparently staying w/ Danny now

  I took another swig from the bottle and asked Ben if I could have a cigarette. He didn't have one on him, they were in our room, but Cam grabbed one of his and handed it to me with a lighter. I thanked him, and held it between my lips as I lit it.

  Whenever I get really stressed, I start humming random songs, and without thinking, I started humming their song, "Someone Somewhere." They were all chatting up a storm so they didn't notice right away, but Ben finally did.

  Ben walked out of the room and came back with his guitar, sitting down beside me. "Go on." he told me. "Start." "What, sing?" I asked. He nodded, and I told him there was no way in hell I would.