I like to think that my biggest mistake is the one that leads to my 100-year long paralysis. What exactly was the mistake, some will say it's following that green force telling me to prick my finger? But I learned that my true mistake was to believe or to trust that green force. To trust it so much that I would find comfort and security in it. But before going deeper into this subject, I want you to understand the meaning of trust. For me, the meaning of trust is thinking and believing that the person or the thing is worthy of trust because it will bring a positive outcome such as security or peace. But my mistake is that I didn't think. I didn't think about the outcomes that this still unknown green force would bring to me. I was under a spell. But this spell didn't make me do what I did, it was far more deadly because it made me trust the unusual green light.
But mistakes lead to consequences. And one of the consequences I had to face, was actually my family. It really does something to you hearing your parents sob silently asking themselves what could they have done moments earlier... Constantly asking themselves why and how did they let this happen. Hearing them pray for me to wake up, not knowing I was conscious. But really, that was just the beginning.
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A HUNDRED DREAMS...
FantasyEvery one talks about before and after . About how they've became stronger after a hard experience, about how strong they now are . Emotionally or physically... But this story is about me and how I've became weaker everyday . Motionless, blind and s...
