ALONE [ON HOLD]

Chapter 4

As the days went by with which me and Scott got to see as he realized I come there almost everyday. And him asking if it was okay if we could hang out together if he comes around and my saying sure.

As we hung out together more often and got talking I found out he wasn't really bad but I really didn't know if I could call us friends yet as we just got talking and sometimes he keeps me company.....
Really sometimes????  my subconscious trailed off .
Okay fine every time and I got to know a few things about him as he told me his favourite colour, what he loves doing at his free time other things. 

Hey? As Scott said breaking me out of my thoughts. what where you thinking lary I have been standing here for hour be said with a bit of enthusiasm in them which I sensed. As I rolled my eyes and shifted a bit so he could sit beside me, wondering why he was late but didn't bring it up.
Well am sorry for being late and thank you for asking? Am sorry I just didn't want to intrude in your privacy or it your choice if you want to come late or not? Scott raised an eyebrow at me and his facial expression reads confusion, bit hurt but only for a minutes before putting his usual smirk back on,well then if you say so.
As the day went by quickly with us just talking about stuffs, what we did before coming and making jokes as I realized that I was actually at peace again and happy for once since my mom died.
As Friday came, which was the week before school resume the next. I went there one last time to see my mum again as I didn't go for the past two days and also to see him.
Hmmmm?  My subconscious trailed off again.
As I got there, hoping to see him i didn't, as I waited hoping to see him as he was known for coming late as sleep eluded me and i opened my eyes slowly to someone sitting opposite me watching me as i gasp in fright holding my hand to my chest as I took in the image before me.
You scared me? I said sitting upright as i faced him, how long were you sitting there watching me I said slightly embarrassed that I was being watched while sleeping.
Well am not sorry I scared you. He said with a smirk and you looked so peaceful, I didn't want to wake you up, he said.
Hey do you wanna take a walk? He said looking as though i would object and surprised as I said okay in a whisper- like way which I could barely hear myself and was surprised as to how he heard me.
And also happy about the walk as all we did since we started talking for some days now was to sit by the graves make jokes, play games, talk about basic things that all.

As we walked down the roads, and I realized it was already getting dark, i quickly put my arms around myself as a pair of jacket covered me. I  guess i didn't realize I was going to stay till dark hence my wearing a camisole and a light jacket.
Thanks? I muttered but what about.....as i turned my head towards him and realized he had another, he just simply nodded, as we continued walking in silence as i didn't know what to ask him.

Soooo..... i said breaking the awkward silence, and turning towards him
So? he said but before i turned to face him i saw him brought his lips to mine as we kissed still in a state of shock.... and I felt my lips slightly parting as he was begging to gain entrance as we kissed for a few more minutes before I stopped and pushed him slightly realizing i was kissing a stranger as I began.  I am so.......
No lary, as a wave of butterflies erupted In my stomach at the nickname he gave me, i am so sorry i kissed you it was a mistake, i didn't know what i was thinking  and i......
I think we should probably head back it getting late, and i didn't tell my aunt I was going to stay till dark. Even if i wasn't sure if that was what he wanted to say but I saved him the trouble and started going back as I took my bag lieing on the floor and hopped on my bike as i said, well it good night then as I started the bike and drove off with a lot of things crossing my mind.

Did he really thing of the kiss as a mistake? Why would he steal my first kiss and call it a mistake? What was I thinking returning the kiss?

As I thought without realizing I had gotten home as I realized no one was home as i remembered Aunt clara went over to a friend's house, uncle  john' s probably at work and Diana well I don't know where she is but I heard from her and mom talking about a sleepover. As i prepared a light meal and ate and went up to my room as i removed my clothes and wondering how I got the jacket as realization hit me that i forget to give him his jacket.

I groaned loudly as I didn't have his number or his address so as to return it, I guess we were too pretty caught up that we didn't remember about that as i showered and putting on a pajamas and arranging my bed well before jumping right on top as i sighed loudly thinking about today and how i might probably never see him again, as we barely knew each other as we were just people who saw at a grave site and started hanging out together i thought as my eyelids began to close....