why do i keep torturing myself?
am i masochist?
do i like to hurt myself?
does pain give me pleasure?
this feeling never goes away
no matter how hard i push
but even if i allowed it to stay
it does not mean that it gets me
a happily ever after
how could he like someone
who's into girls?
even if she never really did
like them in the first place?
the idea is so preposterous
i don't even understand anything anymore
he will never feel the same
so stop hoping
because
hope
never did anything good for me
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Uncovering Spencer | p.o.s.
Short Story❝I thought you were a lesbian?❞ ❝I thought so too.❞ ••• in which a girl grew up thinking she was a lesbian until she discovered that instead of falling for a girl she fell for a guy cover girl: lydia graham
