oh darling you have no idea how much I love you.
I don't think I can say it enough.
I cant be with out you
you are my safety net
you recently got your phone taken away and I wasn't able to talk to you.
you have no idea on how much of a strain was put on me when I couldn't talk to you.
I realize that my love for you isn't going to change at all
that no matter what I am always here and I will always love you
my heart ached when I woke up in the morning and I reached for my phone to text you but then I was hit by sudden realization that I couldn't text you.
or at night as I was getting into bed and once again reaching for my phone, and just I was about to hit send, again I was hit. you wouldn't be there on the other side of that phone to tell me good night as sleep tight.
its crazy that one person can have so much impact on me, and that person just so happens to be you, love.
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the last couple night ive gotten to talk to you, you texted me out of secrecy. I felt so special
so wanted
so loved, although you probably don't love me the way I love you
so incredibly amazing
when you told me that your mom didn't know you had your phone
or that it was midnight and you took your phone and you were scared that she was going to wake up and see you with your phone.
my heart melted
I felt so special
because out of all people you decided to text me
that means you want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you
that means there is just one little small shred of hope for me.
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today I had told you that the best thing that happened to me today was talking to you and you said that you felt special
I was so happy
I had returned that special feeling.
you just will never know how much I love you
I can say it a million times and that would still not be enough.
but darling?
I love you!
x
a billion<3
