Crazy For You | Y.Min🌸

Cries

"Yoongi, Please stop crying. You've been crying for a month now."

Jin gave me a tissue but i refused to get it.

Yes it has been a month. I still can't accept the fact that i have to live without Jimin for a year.

I know i'm overreacting, but i just can't live without Jimin for so long.

He was always there beside me. Hugging me, fixing my hair, kissing me.

But now, i don't have a Jimin to do that.

I kept on crying even though he told me not to.

Can i still go on?

God knows.

"Yoongi, Eat now please. Jimin will be sad to see you so thin and haggard." Jin said while giving me a concerned look.

I sighed. "I'll eat. Just give me few."

Jin hyung cooked me the food i love the most. Lamb skewers.

"Here. I cooked your favorite" Jin smiled sadly at me and i smiled back.

He knew it was fake.

"Hyung, i don't think i can live without him any longer" I cried again.

Jin gave me another box of tissue. I gently took it from his hands to wipe my tears.

"Jimin's not gonna be happy if you cry too much. Come on, eat. Stop crying. Everyone is worried about you." Jin said as he caressed my head.

Finally, i stopped crying. I feel like my eyes are going to burst if i cry again.

I just remembered what Jimin told me.

"Don't cry because i'm not there to wipe your tears away."

Those words kept on repeating in my head for months and months.

I tried to enjoy as much as possible.

Only Jin knew that it was fake.

Jimin's POV

Months, and months came.

Life here in America is super boring.

Taehyung is enjoying the one year trip,
I'm just staring at the window.
I have no idea what the guys are doing right now.
I just missed Yoongi so much.

Taehyung asked me to buy a box of pizza.
His 10th box of pizza.

"Taehyung the fuck! You'll die if you eat too much pizza! Eat properly! Eat rice, drink water, eat fruits! STOP EATING PIZZA THIS IS YOUR FUCKING 10TH BOX OF PIZZA"
I shouted at Taehyung but he probably didn't care.

"Pizza is life dude. I'll propose to the lovely box of pizza and we'll live happily ever after" Taehyung jumped around and luckily, he tripped and fell.

"HAHAHA THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FROM EATING TOO MUCH PIZZA" I laughed loudly at my bestfriend.

"Please just buy me one more and i'll promise it will be the last" Taehyung begged

"Fine. I'll buy you one more. You're not allowed to eat pizza for 2 months."

"Okay." Taehyung smiled.

I ordered another box of pizza for Taehyung. What a pabo. He'll die because of too much pizza.

After i ordered, I was bored so i decided to read Yoongi and i's conversation.

I didn't realize that he was sending me messages i can't reply to, which is devastating, but i'll read them anyway.

He was texting me everyday. I'm so stupid that i didn't realize that. I can't reply to him either. Life sucks, right?

Let me just read it.

Yoongs: Jiminie, i know you probably won't read this but, i miss you.

Yoongs: I can't stop thinking about you.

Yoongs: I miss you so much.

Yoongs: Please come back.

Yoongs: I love you.

Yoongs: I can't stop crying.

That messages made me cry. He missed me so much and i feel so guilty. I'll come back i promise. I'll be right there in your arms.

I sighed. I looked at the sky and whispered.

Yoongi & Jimin: Atleast we're breathing in the same air, and looking at the same sky.

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