Finding My Way Back To My Life Book Five

chapter 8

           Bpov

I woke up at home and Edward beside me. It was dark outside. I snuggled closer into Edward. "Hey baby it's alright I am right here and I am not going anywhere." Edward told me.

I wasn't going to realise my hold on him hoping he could read in my eyes what I was trying to say, because I was scared half to death someone would take Edward and the family away from me and our baby. I was only safe in his arms and what ever he did not to let me go.

All of a sudden he pulled me into to him and buried his face into my hair. "I will never let go baby never. We're always here for you and will always be a family no matter what." I closed my eyes and just cried and it felt good to just let go.

           Epov

For the first time I felt Bella just let everything go since everything started started when everything happened to her when she lost her voice.

"What happened?" Susan asked as she come running in and I stopped her not wanting to sedate her. I wanted Bella to get this out.

"Please don't! She needs this, just to release. She's been through so much that you can't even imagine." I told her. "And you do?" I laid my head sideways on Bella's head.

"I lived it with her. So anyone to say it couldn't of been that bad. Well I am here to tell you it was your worst nightmares come true." I told Susan.

All I heard was the door close and I bury my face into Bella's hair. "I, I, , I llloovvvveee yyyyooouuu Eeeeedddwwaarrdd!" I pulled away and cupped her face and looked into eyes.

"Say it again!" She search my eyes. "Iii llloovvvveee yyyyooouuu Eeeeedddwwaarrdd!" I smiled and then I pressed my lips to hers.

           Bpov

I had to grip unto Edward a little more harder because it took my breath away and made me weak in the knees.

Edward pulled away and smiled at me. I smiled back up at him. "Hhhii!" I said. "Hi!" He says leaning his forehead against mine and taking hands into his.

"Ooouuccchhh!" I giggled when Edward jumped. "I'm so sorry I forgot about your burns." I covered his mouth with my mouth to shut him up.

Then we heard the door and seen Rose. I smiled. "Hhhii Rrrooossee!" Rose let out a sqeaul and ran over to me and pulled Edward out of the way to hug me.

We both laughed. "What on Earth is all the laughing at this time of night." I turned to see Carlisle and Esme in the doorway.

I turned and looked at Edward and he nodded his head and helped me over to them and I stood in front of them and smiled.

"Hhhii mmmoomm aaannddd dddddaaadd!" They looked at each other then up at Edward and the next I knew my parents surrounded me and all three of us started crying.

Because I haven't spoken in so many years and tonight I admit that Carlisle and Esme are my parents.

I don't care if Edward and I get married they will always be my mother and father. I looked over to Edward who know has Julie and he kneeled down next to our son.

I pull away and walk over to Edward and lean my hand on his shoulder for support and he looks up at me and smiles.

"Hhhiii!" Thomas little eye's widened and he pointed to me. "Daddy, mamma spoke." I started laughing. "Yeah baby boy your mom spoke." Edward looked back up to me and gave me my favorite crooked smile.

           Epov

This was like the biggest milestone for my girl to overcome and I could not be any prouder of her.

She looked into my eyes and gave me our own private conversation. So we still have that between us. I could not help but smile even more.

I placed my hand gently over her stomach and looked up into her eyes. Marry me! I told her with my eyes.

She wiggle her fingers in front of my face and I took her hand into mine and shook my head. I just signed to her.

This weekend marry me Bella. I can not go any longer with out being married to you. I want you to be with me Bella because your the most incredible, beautiful, best mother, sorry mom, but your my life Bella and I love you and our children and I want you to become my wife damn it.

Bella giggled and smiled. She nodded her head. "Yyyyeeessss, Eddddwwwaaarrrddd." I couldn't help but smile and hug her to me. I everyone laugh and clap for us.

I finally shoo everyone away so Bella could get her rest. That and she fell asleep leaning on me.

I gently scooped her up and laid her down and I shut off the lights. I climbed into bed next to Bella.  "Dddoonn'tt leeettt gggooo eeevvveerrr." She says as she grips my arms.

"Never baby, forever baby. You have me forever." She finally calms down and falls back to sleep. I wasn't far behind her.

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