You think your saving me but your really not
Look at these tear don't give no second thought
I lie here awake and alert
Because even with those prayers and questions you still don't see how much I hurt
You never ask my opinion on treatment
And ever so often my cries are frequent
Your dum assumptions
Those unfair discussions
Yeah I can hear you through the wall
And everytime I can't stand I fall
Hiding away from public away from shame and the truth
Gotta hide away from youth
Cause I'm scared of being hurt pushed away
Cause that's what you used to say
I stupid and dum enough to try and hide
No one else has seen that side
But one..
One person one name I'm pretty sure she left like she came
She's forgotten and I'm glad
Cause that's the reason why I'm sad
All those lies that made me feel bad
Not able to speak no more
Just got kicked out the door
Hide away the brokeness behind the happiness
I can't let it show
No one needs to know
Of how I lived in fear because of it
