I kissed cas. I don't know what I was thinking. We were just finished with desert after dinner and I kissed him on the cheek.
Look, I'm not gay. Never have been, God, dad would kill me if he knew. I'm not gay! I just think cas is nice.
And good looking. And smart.
I'm writing this from the porch. I'm basically hiding from cas, and I wanted to try out the new jacket I got in the delivery.
He's probably straight. He didn't respond when I did it, he set his plate down and that's when I ran out here. Well, walked fast. I wouldn't run away from something like that.
