Alive

Chapter 1

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Did you ever think what will you do if you knew that you only have one day to live in this life? What will you do? And are you ready to go? Is this world, worthy to live in it or to fight for it ?

Those questions they're always in my mind and I'm still searching for answers... a lot of people told me that I'm just scared of death? Well, who doesn't? Actually, I'm not scared of death, but I'm scared to lose someone... I would like to die than losing someone that I love, I'm afraid to wake up and find myself alone in this horrible world without anyone that will be by my side, especially in my country it's not like the USA or Europe no, it's so different... in my country it's hard to feel safe, it's hard to breath... a lot of people will say you don't like your country? Well, it's not I don't, it's complicated because in here, there's no freedom and no safety that's why I'm done with this and I decided to move on because I'm alone now....
This life took everything for me ,so as I said I can't live in here alone.... and I suffered a lot for years and I was hoping that me who would died instead of people I love... I cried all day, I didn't eat for days, I tried to kill myself,i did everything but the pain is still here, for years my body was alive but my soul was death, but today I'm alive... a lot of people will ask me how did you do it? Well, after trying to kill myself a lot of times without success I was wondering why it's not happening? Why I can't die? And I figure out that there's a reason that GOD keeps me alive... so I should stay alive and fight for it not just for myself, but also for people that I love, the pain is always in my heart I will never forget it but I will live with it... that's it. I decide to live my life away from everything ....
who knows many time i still have , one thing that i learned in those years that life is so short.

Heeey guys what do you think about it ?
Love youu 😘