Alive

Chapter 2

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After taking my decision to stay alive or should i say to comeback to life because my soul was dead with people i love ... alot of people will ask me who are these people ? Well it's my family they're all dead they left me alone in here , they always protected me and now how can i survive in this horrible world ? But you know i will fight to win the game because life is a huge game... i will fight to stay alive until my last breath, i will stay strong ...

My family meant everything to me ... even though i didn't have brothers or sisters i was an only child but my parents were close to me and if they were here they wouldn't like to see me broken....
So first i will introduce myself, my name is jasmine im 23 years old , i was always the lonely girl without friends but i was happy you know why because my parents were always by my side ... i wasn't popular or loser in high school but in middle school i had the worst years ... girls used to hit me and bully me all the time , but thanks to my parents I've succeeded to face all the bullies ... and because of that i hated my face and my body but my mom used to remind me that everything is beautiful just don't look with your eyes but with your soul , in that time i didn't understand that ... but now I do , so as i said i used to work as an assistant for 2years but i stopped because of my mom's death, yeah she died 2 years ago, one year after the death of my dad .... yeah i lived the pain 2 times...
My mom was so sad after my dad , she was in a horrible depression her heart couldn't take it anymore and she died leaving me alone in here

So after that i decided to come to usa exactly Los angeles , i came here to live after all those years ... to feel this gift , im not searching for love i just want to feel alive to taste this life again and fight in it .

I'm living in a hotel now , actually it's been 1 week and i found a job as an assistant in RAS telecommunications company i need to work if i want to live but i always remember my parents face and i wonder, are they proud of me ? But sometimes i blame them because i don't have a sister or a brother, i think if i had someone with me i wouldn't be broken like now ...

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