As I put down the pen and closed my notebook I thought about the time I had been okay, that was the time I was in love with Johnny. Everyone thought we were the perfect couple, even we believed it. I knew Johnny had throubles with depression but so did I. We were the "popular kids" though so nobody could ever know. John was the lead in the schools band and when off he was doing his own music, writing it, playing it, going on tours and I was the schools lead cheerleader and star gymnast along with being a dancer, singer and the perfect girlfriend.. or atleast trying to be, everything was fine until Johnny killed himself, without any warning to anyone. Not me, not Hayden his best friend, not Caden or Connor or Kenzie or anyone. Just left us all wondering why and what we did and how we could have helped. This hit me the hardest though and everyone knew it, I had so many people trying to concole me and help me but I pushed everyone away. I quit cheerleading, gymnastics, and dance, I stopped singing and just sat in my room. I never came out, I started homeschool, stopped eating, started cutting again even though Johnny and I had a promise never to again, but he was gone now. I still had Hayden though because he understood, he was the only one I would talk to and let come see me.
~Authors Note~
Hello everyone! So this is my first story that I am publishing here on Wattpad! I hope you all enjoy and I am sorry if these are pretty short
Anyways ily💞 stay strong
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Why I Say Im Okay
RomanceHighschooler Julianna always says shes okay, but after her boyfriend kills himself she cant hide that shes not. She finds herself dating his best friend and causes a lot of drama
