Confesses

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by CreatureG

by CreatureG

He must've seen me looking down because he lifted my chin up to his gaze.
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"You were crying Lasjdu"
"N..no I wasn't!" I say.
"You have tears" he says pointing out the obvious.
"Don't worry about it" please leave me alone V..
"You can tell me"
"I'd rather not.. you'd think I'm silly tbh.."
"I told you" oh gosh he had a point. DANGIT!

"Fine, I'll tell you okay" tears welling up..AGAIN ARGHH!
"Thanks, you can do it" he says, encouraging me with a soft voice.
"I'm worried for you.. I'm just scared Taehung! I don't want you to get hurt!" I say with my shaky voice crying and hugging him.
He hugs me back.
We hug tightly, scared of loosing eachother. We cry for a while.
"I'll, ill be okay now th..thanks to you" he smiles with waterworks still flowing from his eyes.
"I..I.." I start. Oh no I should not...
"What is it?"
"Never mind Tae"
"So..are you really busting?"
"No I just needed to wipe my face, haha" I say through sniffles and a small smile. He smiles back at me. It's the best feeling ever.

He gives me a tissue instead of me having to use my hands.
I look in the mirror, my face is still a bit pink but it doesn't look like I was crying much anymore.

We walk back into the room with all the members smirking at us.
"What were you two doing in their😏" asks Jungkook with a funny voice.
Oh gosh.
He was just telling me stuff" I say. Wow that's so convincing Lasjdu.
"Yeah yeah😏" kookie replies. Oh gosh whyy.

"Hey but you didn't answer the question!" Suga says turning to V.
"Uhh what question?" V asks, trying to not know what Suga asked him.
Taehung instantly went full on pale white. Oh.no
The whole band looks instantly worried. "Taehung.." Rap Monster starts.
Tae looks at me, he's scarily cute even when he's in a bad condition. Omg I shouldn't be thinking about that rn! I know what he's thinking about with that look he's giving me. It's a should I tell them the truth look. I nod. The group looks instantly more curious that I know something the don't.
"We tell each other everything Tae.." starts off jhope. Aah his voice! 😍 <3
"Yeah.. well I never lie to you guys..so..."
"Come on Tae" they all exclaim.
He's not getting out of it now.

"I was gonna kill myself" Taehung says with a quivering voice, trembling, falling onto the floor, and crying hysterically.

It breaks my heartu.

He doesn't deserve this.

No one deserves this

Taehungs POV

Everyone's eyes are staring at me all around. I'm the centre of depression.
All the people that love and care about me are looking at me..and I let them down.

All I can do now is cry...

... I just want to cry forever.

Hey guys..pretty sad chapter
If you don't know the band BTS and was a bit confused, here are all the members with their stage names and their real names.
Lasjdu is just my made up ch@racter.

Stage Name. Real Name

V. Kim Taehung
Jin. Kim Seok
Suga. Min Yoongi
Rap Monster Kim Namjoon
J-Hope. Jung Hoseok
Jimin. Park Jimin
Jungkook Jeon Jeong-guk