Would you believe me if I said what's on my mind. Or would you think I would just lie? But what if I told you whatever I said wasn't all just simple little lies, to keep the door shut never to open. Not even a crake. Half of what I say is the truth but the rest you're in the dark, but only to hide what I don't like inside. You see this door I have shut and locked is actually open. Oh but you can't see it. This door I have this door I try to close is for a good reason. My hatred my depression all of these emotions I want gone are because I can't shut this door. The door I have is to allow other things to come in. I kept this door open for my whole life, I never knew it was open until I was paralyzed I couldn't move something was behind me something was reaching out. That's when I realized that this door was open. Now they come and they go as they please, but my fear is that some never did leave, and that they are still here. Some I let stay because I don't mind but the rest I prey that they go as fast as the get here. maybe its my own fault for being drawn to what this would be. I'm curious about it. though I never had any guidance to it. But I will hopefully soon. I want to close this door but I want it wide open for one night. to let whatever happen. Happen.
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What if?
FantasyIn your head you have your what ifs. But what if of what you think and pray to god that it doesn't happen it happens.