Music to my ears

To my parents-Anna Clending

I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I've messed up bad
Should've Should've done
Should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life together
But I didn't

1993 you gave birth to me
Sweet little baby girl
Had the world at me feet
Before I could even stand
Cradled me in your right and left hand
A precious bundle of unmade plans
Hopes and dreams of bigger things
A bright future so it seemed
But that light grew a little less bright
As I grew up we began to fight
When I was 13 I was so damn mean
Running away had nothing more
To say than I hate you
Buts that's not true now

I just don't I just don't
I just don't Know how to say
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I've messed up bad
I should've should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life to get my life
Together but I didn't

You never talk about my to your friends
Because you must be so embarrassed
I dropped out of collage
Without any plans
I moved back home
I couldn't even pay rent
I was living on your couch
Trying to figure it out
Cutting my self up
Tearing myself down

I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I've messed up bad
I should've should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life to get my life
Together but I didn't

I'm sorry I couldn't
Buy you that house on the hill
Or take care of all your medical bills
I know I didn't make you proud
I should've of been someone by now
But I never figured out how
I should've should've done
Should've done better

Im sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life
To get my life together
Sincerely your daughter