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Vidcon Part 9 - Personal Talk with Alex

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We arrived at the park and we decided to walk around
"So are you in a relationship at the moment?" Alex began
"Umm no, how about you?" I asked him
"Same. so tell me, have you ever had a boyfriend in your life?" He asked
"I haven't had a boyfriend, exciting life eh?" I joked
"Really? I bet all of your crushes is regretting of not dating you" he said
"Well I wish. Bout you? I bet you had a lot of girlfriends" I said
"Well, not really. I had 3 in my whole life" he said
"Really? That's a lot for me" I said
"I still can't believe you haven't had a boyfriend" he said
"Well, can't you see my face? That explains why I didn't had a boyfriend" I joked and he giggled and said
"No seriously, you're beautiful" he said
"Aww thanks, no one had ever said that to me ever since I moved here to New Jersey" I said
"I'm glad I'm the first one to tell you that"
We talked for a while until I saw two people from far away..
It was Ethan with Rachel..

Ethan kneeled down as he said something....

She yelled something and then jumped onto him and they started kissing

I felt my heart crush even more.. I felt like someone stabbed me on the back. My stomach started to hurt, my heart started to hurt. It made me sick..

I started crying

"Y-Y/N w-what wrong?" Alex said as he notices me crying
"I-I can't. No!" I said as I sat down on the grass having a mental break down
"Tell me what's wrong?!" He said and sits down on the grass beside me
"T-that" I said and pointed at Ethan and Rachel
"W-What about it? T-They seemed happy" Alex said looking at them
"No! Ethan!" I said even crying more
"W-What's wrong?!" He said getting very worried
"Explain slowly" he said
"Before going here at Vidcon, he kissed me. I-I though we had a connection. I was in love with him, but this happens and I feel j-just b-broken!" I explained
"Wait what?!" Alex said confused
"So he kissed you and then we went to another girl?!" He asked, he seemed pissed about it
"YES!" I yelled choking in my tears
"That fucking asshole" he said and stood up and I held his hand from stopping him going to Ethan
"We can't do anything! If he likes her.. then... we can't control his feelings. If you'll assault him or anything, this situation might be harder" I said
"But Y/N I'm doing this for you!" He said
"I want him to be happy, that's what I want to do. If he's happy with her, then so be it. And I don't want to destroy your friendship with him" I said
"But you'll be sad" he said
"I can't do anything about it, that's what it happened. I can't change anything. But if I'm sad, at least there some people who I made happy" I said
"Y/N you can't be so selfless! Think about yourself" he said
"I did that before, and it was a big mistake. I became selfish and rude to anyone who talked to me" I said
"But you'll have to this for your own good!" He said
"If I'll think about myself. I'll make people angry at me or I'll destroy relationship of others. I can't control their feelings, however, I can control mine" I said
"Y/N.. I'm worried about you" he said
"Don't worry about me, at least I had someone who I can share my feeling with" I said to him
"I'm sorry, I didn't do anything to make you happy" he said
"You made me happy enough. Thank you for being here in my tough times" I said
"D-don't thank me! I should thank you! I had been struggling with depression lately" he said
"W-what is it?" I asked worried
"M-My parents got into an car accident" he explained
"H-how?!" I asked very concerned
"They were going in a vacation so they decided to take the bus. But it fell side ways" he said
"Oh my gosh! I-I'm so sorry! I hope their okay" I said
"They're in heaven now" he said as a tear fell out of his eye
"I-I'm s-so sorry" I said and wiped the tear on his eye with my thumb
"T-Thank you for being there for me, I can't thank you enough!" He said
"What? I didn't do anything" I said he laughs and said
"You opened up your secrets to me. And I appreciate that. And I haven't had a friend who I told about what happened to my parents" he said
"I saw that you were always looking forward to meeting me again, or talking to me, or me telling boring stories" he said
"Aww thanks, it's nothing, I'm always forward to making new friends" I said
"To be honest, out of all the girls that I became friends with. You're the nicest and best" he said
"Aww stop it! You're making me blush!" I said, he giggles and said
"All of the girls that I became friends with, they were all fake, they wanted fame and sex, they were trying to kiss me or touch me in a inappropriate way even though I don't want them to" he said
"Well, in not that type of girl. If I'm in love with a guy, I don't usually flirt with them, I became friends with them first and know all their wants in a girl" I said
"That's what I like in you, you're different. I mean it's not like I'm saying that you have feelings for me. Even though all of the girls who I became friends with that doesn't have feelings for me. They still wanted fame. But you, you're special, you have a sense of humor. And you're not trying hard to look good even though you already look nice. You're fun to be with" he said as I blush when he said the last part
"Thank you" I said
"No, thank YOU" he said
"I'm glad that I helped you even a little bit" I said he smiled and said
"You helped me a lot. And I want to help you, so when your dealing with problems. Just call me, I'm here for you " he said and parted my hair to my ear
"Shall we go? I don't wanna see them kissing" I said and pointed at Ethan and Rachel, Alex laughs and stood up as he pulls out his hand and said
"We shall" I smiled and held his hand as he pulled me up for me to stand up. He started walking as we talk.
"Thank you for deciding to spend your time with me" I said
"And thank you for showing up" he said
"No problem" I smiled
"I hope to see you again!" He said and hugs me
"You too" I said and we pulled away from the hug
"Byeee!" I said
"Bye!" He said
"Wait. I forgot something" I said to him
"What is it?" He asks then I kissed him on the cheek and he blushes very intensely
"That" I said
"T-Thank y-you" he said
"Byeeee!" I said and wave as I walk away
"B-Byeee!" He waved as his other hand touching the cheek that I kissed on. Then we started to walk on our different directions. I arrived at our room to see Grayson sitting on the bed using his phone
"What took you so long?" He complained
"Me and Alex went for a walk" I said
"More like a romantic walk" he jokes as I throw a pillow at him
"Ow!" He complains
"You're gonna pay for it!" He said as he gets a pillow and smacked it on my head
"HEYYY!" I said and got a pillow and we started having a pillow fight
"AGHHHH!" Grayson yells as he smacks the pillow on my body
"HEYY THATS NOT FAIR! I WASNT READY!" I said
Then we hear the door open
"Hey guys-" Ethan said
"Are you guys actually playing pillow fight?" He said annoyed
"Yes.... why?" Grayson said and puts his pillow down as I copied him
"Dude! We have to pack! We have to go NOW!" He yells
"Whoopsies" I said and went to my bag and started to pack
"I already packed" Grayson said
"THEN HELP Y/N! YOU'RE NOT DOING ANYTHING!" Ethan said angrily
"Woah chill" Grayson said quietly as I laugh for what he said. He went beside me and started to help me pack

A/N

haha this chapter is very loooonnng. Haha sorry about that. Sorry if I had grammar and spelling mistakes.. don't forget to vote or comment.. that's 1501 words BITCHES! Hahah jkjk