My Life

an update

Yesterday my grandma was looking after a Rottweiler and it's part Newfoundland too it's adorable and reminded me of my grandma's dog who passed away nearly a year ago three days after Christmas I wanted to cry but I didn't I miss Milly (the dog) she was the only one who listened and make me smile when I was sad or depressed she was the only one stopping me from slipping Into depression and after she died I did and my family started bullying me my mum didn't but she just watched and didn't stop it and still doesn't my sister thinks my depression and anxiety is fake and I'm looking for attention. I'm not. And I've just realised I'm gender non binary I've come out to my friends and shit but not my family and I'm changing my name to Leigh I will sometimes spell it wrong cause I'm not used to it cause it was my middle name. My sister thinks that is for attention too she is a twat that's my conclusion though 😂. My depression is bringing me into a hole I can't bring myself up any longer so I will no longer be happy as I used to or be bubbly and positive I will be the opposite of that for now and please don't push me I'm very sensitive and short tempered I think I might tell you all my full name soon but for now byeeeeee bitcheeeeessss
~Leigh ✨❤✌❤✌✨