Kouha's Little Princess

Kouha what is wrong with you?

"Ugh I want to find Gretta! Where is she! I need herrrrrrr!" Kouha growls and hits his head on a pillar outside his room. "Why can't I find her, she can't live without me! What If she's dead...-" he gasps, "What If...She's with someone else...FUCK! I can't do this anymore! I need to find her before I go insane!" He grips his head and slams it against the pillar again. " UGH IT FUCKING  HURTS, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU KOUHA WHY ARE YOU GOING INSANE OVER A FUCKING MAID?! Calm down, calm down, she will come back to you soon.." His breathing slowly starts to go back to normal. "Ugh, Gretta where are you?!" He starts to cry and walks back and forth through the halls, it's become routine now since she left. He was slowly loosing his mind over his lost lover. It was so hard everyday to be without her. He had no one to hit, or lay with, or even pick up. Ugh why did she have to go. "Did I do something to her to make her run, I couldn't have!" He questioned himself. And yes you guessed it, he was arguing with himself..."Why are you such a fucking idiot, you let her go..Why, why did you let her go...?" He was slowly going mad, "Why do I have these feelings, do I really care about her? Ugh, why is this shit so complicated?!" (He is talking to himself.)
"Maybe it's because you really do love her"  
"Shut up, I don't love her...I can't...."
"Well it's obvious you do, all you do is think about her, day after day after day..."
"Stop lying, I would never love a maid like her!"
"Think about it, in your ways abuse means love..and by searching for her you are driving yourself even more insane.."
"Ugh, why do I have to be so difficult even when I argue with myself...!"
"I need to find her before I kill myself..."
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I know this one is crappy and short but I tried. I am sorry for not updating. My grandma died and I have been going through hell. I will try to update as much as I can.
-Admin