BLUE

Chapter 3

I was in class day dreaming of our future, "he" and I, what it would be like. We sat in a group of four, including him and my best friend in the front and me and my "his" bestfriend in the back. I kept taking my shoe off and putting my feet in his lap. "He" kept on playing and tickling my feet and when     " he" did I laughed and got myself in trouble by interrupting the teacher. She shouted and called me out. The class laughed and I was so foolish that I laughed along with them too. It was break time at 10:30, when "he" asked me if I wanted anything and I ingnored "him" and started walked away.  "He" grabbed my hand and looked at me with curiosity and I wrenched my hand away from "him" with a disgusted look. I took long strides to the door as "he" called my name and I shouted a what over my shoulder and his reply was why are you being such a b**tch. I froze. The words "he" just called me, I was not used to. I'm not someone calling me that. Tears welled in my eyes as I turned around and I realized how stupid this boy had made me. I gave him an irrated look and slapped him on the head. I whimpered and told him how I felt. How angry and frustrated I felt for trusting him. "He" hugged me as I cried and apologized for being an ass. We realized the bell had rung and rushed apart to dry my tears as we got ready for the next class.
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As lunch time came around we allwent outside to play soccer or chat. I overheard a discussion with some classmates about " he" and
" her". They conversed how they started dating and they had set up the perfect time to be with each other. I quickly discarded my lunch
and hurried to the nearest bathroom stall and started to heave the undigested food. The voices around me kept emotionally crippling me. As if I were just a toy they could play with. I was hurt.
They just don't care.