Hoodies & Leather ; Im Jaebum

Chapter 8

"Don't be sorry, That makes me more pitiful"-{Taeyang- Eyes Nose Lips}

Your POV

It has been a week since I heard Johnny's great news. I have been talking to Jinyoung and Youngjae a lot. They are really nice. I have been trying to talk to Jaebeom, but he has been avoiding me lately. It is starting to hurt my feelings. Has he moved on to another girl?

I walked down the hall from my last class to Philosophy. I pulled my hoodie over my head and walked past Jihee and her girls. I wasn't having it today. I heard them talking my hoodie and how I looked like a bum. I didn't care. I just want to get through this day and go to bed.

I walked through the door of the room and sat in my seat. "(y/n), your hood." Mr. Gyeong told me. How does he tolerate me? Ha. I always come in with my hood on. You would think that he would have snapped by now.

Kharma, Yugyeom, Liz, and Bam Bam walked in together. Kharma looked irritated and had a different shirt on than she did this morning. Liz kept laughing with Bam Bam until they got to their seats. When Kharma sat down she put her head in her hands and groaned. I rubbed her shoulder. "What's up?" She picked her head up and looked to her left. "Ara splashed water all over my shirt and I had to get another one from the dorm and that made me late to my Graphic Arts class." She let out a breath. "I know it's not much of a big deal now, but I am two seconds away from fighting them."

I squeezed her shoulder and she flinched due to her sensitivity from her shoulders to her neck. "Kharma, you don't fight." I told her with a smile. She smiled and put her head down again. Mark and Delia came into the room. They couldn't even look each other in the eyes after what we witnessed. It's kinda funny how awkward they were.

The rest of the students except Jaebeom had come to class. Mr. Gyeong has started his lecture and introduced a project that we had to work on. "You will be partnered up with the person sitting next to you." He addressed while receiving some groans from the students.

That meant:

Kharma and Elizabeth

Mark and Delia

And of course

Me and Jaebeom.

If he even comes to class.

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Right as I thought that, He came through the door with a lollipop in his mouth. He didn't have on his jacket today. Mr.Gyeong glared at him. "How come you're so late, Jaebeom?" Jaebeom plopped in his seat and slouched. He shrugged. He has been less cocky and a bit more quiet. What's up with him?

I looked him in his eyes that were focused on Mark. Him and Mark laughed and talked. He just carried on and acted like I wasn't even there. I poked his shoulder and he brushed my finger away. He shrugged at Mark. Mark seemed a bit disappointed.

Was he mad at me? What did I do? One day I am talking to him for hours then now he is ignoring me like I am one of his groupies. I have to talk to him at some point. No normal person would just shut someone out for no reason.

Class went by quickly of me doing all the work. When the bell rang Jaebeom got up quickly and pushed a piece of paper to me before he speed walked out of the classroom.

'Call me later..

-Jae

xxx-xxx-xxx'

I looked at him as he walked out. Mark looked at me with a half smile as Delia got up very quickly. "So, are you going to do it?" He asked. I nodded. "Why is he shutting me out?" I questioned. Mark fiddled with his fingers before looking back up at me.

"Let's talk about it in the hall."

We went into the hall and started to walk. Some girls glaring at me for being with Mark. "So?" I asked. "He has been shutting you out-" He took a pause. "Because he is in denial that he likes you more than the other girls. He saw you with some guy last week and thought it was your boyfriend. Delia told me that you were all single, so I told him that he most likely wasn't. So now he just thinks that if he cut you out of his life, then his feelings would change."

I stopped and looked up at Mark in awe. Mark kept walking and stopped in front of me. Was he talking about Johnny? "That is such a dumb way to resolve feelings.." I said staring into space. Mark nodded. " I tried to tell him that he should just take a chance, but.." He trailed off.

"I wonder what he is going to say when we talk later." I thought out loud. We started to walk again and went our separate ways. I had to be alone with my thoughts right now. I went to the park instead of the dorms.

He did all of that and hurt my feelings in the process just because he thinks he is that fucking special, and that he doesn't have feelings like any other person? Who does he think he is?

But do I like him back? I do have some type of feelings for him. I kept walking around the park and thought about what to say to Jaebeom. I just need to get things straight with him

I just have too

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