ChanKai ft. ChenBaekSoo - Coming Out

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All the boys stumble into their shared room after dinner, Chen in the shower and the other three are wrestling on the small floor space they do have. The other three (XiuSeHo) shares the next room. It was smaller so the 5 shared rooms together. Chanyeol lay on his bunk twisting his fingers together staring up at the blank ceiling. His thoughts spiral to the worst possible reactions the boys could have. They were only just put in the group together, a few months after debut, what if they hate him, what if they don't want him to be in the group anymore. They haven't performed yet they couldn't definitely kick him out.

"Chanyeol!" Jongin shouts directly in to Chanyeol's ear making him flinch away.

"Fucking hell, Jongin!" Chanyeol slaps his hand over the abused ear. "Do you mind, I would like to be able to hear."

"Sorry Yeol, but you were staring up at the roof all meaningful like that. Had to stop that!" Jongin laughs to himself but stops when he sees Chanyeol's expression twist. "What's wrong Yeollie?" Chanyeol grabs Jongin's arm from where he is clutching on the edge of the bunk and pulls indicating he wants him up. Jongin turns serious and climbs on to Chanyeol's bed and wraps his arm around Chanyeol pulling him to his chest.

"I'm gonna tell them, Jongin" Chanyeol mumbles in to Jongin's chest quietly enough so Baekhyun and Kyungsoo won't notice. Jongin hums and rubs his hands up and down Chanyeol's back. "I won't tell them about you Jongin, I swear, just me" he panics thinking Jongin is angry.

"Calm down Yeol, I'm not worried about that. Don't be nervous. They'll still love you, I promise" Jongin speaks in to Chanyeol's ear. "Come on let's do it now." Jongdae walks through the door, towel around his waist just as Chanyeol and Jongin climb down on to Jongin's bunk below.

"C-can, I, um, talk to you guys?" Chanyeol stutters out the question, sitting on the edge of the bed. Jongin places his hand over Chanyeol's thigh squeezing it. The boys all look over at Jongin and Chanyeol confused but sit on Baekhyun's bed directly across from the two boys. The next room is silent indicating the others must be sleeping soundly now so they kept their voice normal. Jongdae pulls his towel tighter and sits down next to Baekhyun.

"What's up Chanyeol?" Jongdae is the first to question. Chanyeol nervously flickers his eyes over to meet Jongin's, who smiles and gives a slight nod encouraging him. Chanyeol rubs his sweaty hands together and looks down as his bare feet.

"Well, I wanted to, I wanted to, ah, tell you something..." the three boys stare silently at Chanyeol, waiting. "So, you can totally kick me out of the group if you and the rest want to. I understand completely, I mean I get it, if you wouldn't even want to talk to me anymore – Yixing hyung is even away so I can't a hold of him and –"

"Chanyeol, for fucks sake spit it out" Kyungsoo says getting impatient.

"I'm bi" Chanyeol blurts out, face turning red. The words shocking even himself.

"As in bisexual?" Kyungsoo questions.

"Well, yeah" Chanyeol feel tears prick in his eyes unconsciously.

"Okay" Kyungsoo shrugs and the other two boys agree shrugging also. Chanyeol's face breaks in to a grin, picking up Jongin's hand off his thigh and squeezing it.

"While we are at it, I'm gay" Jongin states throwing his hands in to the air. The other boys just laugh and roll their eyes.

"We knew that one Jongin, and don't forget Minseok hyung and Sehun who "likes men"" Baekhyun chuckles as Kyungsoo and Jongdae start laughing hard, clutching their bellies. Jongin stands up crossing his arms over his chest.

"What? How did you know that?" Jongin stomps his foot. "I'm manly, I don't act gay" he chants in his head.

"You aren't exactly the most manly person Jongin, like how Luhan hyung always say" Jongdae laughs rolling around.

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