Tease (EXO BOY x BOY)

SuDo - Come Home

Credits to: Larrys_nudes

In life people say things they regret, not necessarily in that moment but over time they begin to see how unfair or unnecessary they were being. And at this point in time Junmyeon knew that feeling better than anyone else. He's human, he says things in the heat of the moment, running away with his mouth like a tap, occasionally he makes mistakes. And a mistake he has made, one he's not sure he can fix, however, with being a human becomes the ability to fight- and Junmyeon will fight forever to get what he wants. To have his boyfriend back in his arms once more, to be back where he belongs at his side. Oh Kyungsoo, the boy who had captured Junmyeon's heart with just a smile. At the best of times Kyungsoo was a stoic personality, and very often had a deadpan nature, but when he gets flustered or embarrassed his cheeks light up like a beacon and Junmyeon adored it. He loved the way Kyungsoo's lips would curve ever so slightly upwards when he smiled around other people but when it was just him and Junmyeon his grin was wide and infectious, often causing Junmyeon to smile at him fondly. Junmyeon could sit and listen to him talk all day, babbling on about nothing in the voice that was music to his ears. He would lay under the stars beside Kyungsoo for the rest of his life if it kept him at his side. Kyungsoo loved the stars and Junmyeon loved the way they lit up his boyfriends eyes as if they were the night sky. It was as if everything Kyungsoo was endearing, making Junmyeon slip deeper and deeper into the pit that was love- a pit filled with butterflies and feelings. Through gazing at Kyungsoo, observing his movements, Junmyeon would notice little things that he would do- like run his hand through his thick hair when he was frustrated, or, how his bottom lip would tremble moments before he was about to breakdown and cry. Or if it was a lazy day in Junmyeon's house Kyungsoo would never wear his own clothes, clearly proffering to lie around in Junmyeon's T-shirts or his jumpers, not that Junmyeon minded such a thing; he loved to see Kyungsoo in his clothes- that would sometimes hang from his body.
Junmyeon was so madly in love with Kyungsoo, yet, he went and blew it- sky high- all because of a measly argument. Junmyeon should never have exclaimed the things he did, but at the time he had been furious, and Kyungsoo was there and pestering him and he just couldn't bottle it up anymore and like a fizzy drink he just erupted. Kyungsoo hadn't been expecting it, that was made obvious by the widening of his eyes and the hesitant step back he had taken- an attempt to put space between him and Jumyeon.
The things Junmyeon said, the things he accused Kyungsoo of doing, when he should know that his boyfriend would never do such things. And how could Junmyeon say to his Kyungsoo that he was the worst thing to ever happen to him and that, that, he caused to many problems in his life. With all this going on with his dad and his drinking- he should have known that Kyungsoo was feeling sensitive- and rightly so. But, no, Junmyeon was an idiot. And he thought the Kyungsoo was actually interested in their blonde haired blue eyed friend Yixing, who was evidently smitten when it came to Kyungsoo. Junmyeon knew Yixing was handsome, almost irresistible, and could he be blamed for thinking that maybe Kyungsoo saw sense and realized that Junmyeon wasn't as impressive. Yixing had flowing blonde hair, like waves, whereas Junmyeon had his everyday red hair; that can be difficult to style. Junmyeon was insecure, possibly without reason, Kyungsoo had never actually stated that he was interested in Yixing, nor did he seem effected by his weak attempts to flirt and batting eyelashes.
However it was all too late now, the moment Kyungsoo dashed from Junmyeon's house that fateful night, it had been impossible for Junmyeon to get him for a moment alone. Kyungsoo seemed to disappear every now and then, and when Junmyeon was too busy to talk to him he seemed to be all over the place, in every corridor or room. It annoyed Junmyeon to no end, and then when he was finally ready to explain himself Kyungsoo was gone and avoiding him like the plague.
As if seeing Junmyeon would hurt him too much, and maybe it would but if they don't speak this will never be resolved and Junmyeon wasn't willing to give up on Kyungsoo that easily. He needed Kyungsoo to be happy, without him he felt as if he was walking around with only half a heart- and the missing piece was completely ignoring him. He wouldn't feel whole again until he had Kyungsoo back at his side- back with him. It's always going to be Kyungsoo, no one else will capture Junmyeon's attention as much as he did.
Junmyeon didn't know where Kyungsoo was staying, he hadn't been staying at Chanyeol's that's for sure, he thought he must have been with Yixing or Jongin, although he doubted he would stay with Jongin; as far as Kyungsoo was concerned they were barley friends. Then one day at school Junmyeon noticed Kyungsoo's absence all day, not just at the points he was busy or free, Kyungsoo was no where to be seen. What made it worse was that Junmyeon didn't know where to find him. So, after school he tried the only place he could thing of; the diner on the edge of town, a place that seemed to be special to Kyungsoo, a place he felt secure enough in to write on his novel. Junmyeon approached the flickering illuminated sign above the diner that read, EXO's diner, and for a mere second or two he just stood there amongst the cars and felt the breeze on his skin. He was buying himself some time, a moment to think, if Kyungsoo was inside (which was highly likely) then he needed to be sure with what he said to him; it had to convince Kyungsoo that he was sorry and to take him back. There was a lot riding on the words Junmyeon would utter and he wasn't prepared to lose everything he loved by saying the wrong thing.
But soon enough his feet carried him towards the entrance, where he pushed open the heavy door, and scanned the area for a sign of Kyungsoo. The place was pretty much empty, the red booth unoccupied, except for one. And that was because in one of them sat Kyungsoo; his laptop open in front of him, and even from a distance Junmyeon could see how visually damaged he appeared. Beside his laptop sat an uneaten burger, which may have surprised Junmyeon if he hadn't been the same; he could barely bring himself to eat just as Kyungsoo clearly couldn't. Cautiously, as if he was wondering up to a wild animal, Junmyeon stepped towards Kyungsoo, until, his movements halted in front of him.
When Kyungsoo glanced up from his computer screen, Junmyeon's breath caught in his throat at the sight of him. He looked exhausted, like he was managing little hours of sleep, and he was pale, almost lifeless. His eyes swam with unshed tears at the sight of Junmyeon before him, his shattered heart almost visible on the table around him.
"Mind if I sit?" Junmyeon outstretched a hand, gesturing towards the empty seat opposite Kyungsoo. When he received no reply he took this as his silent que to sit down, which he did, not taking his eyes off Kyungsoo; who had now glanced downwards at his lap. "I'm glad I found you," Junmyeon began, wringing his hands under the table, feeling his palms begin to heat up and sweat. "I wanted to talk to you."
Kyungsoo made a slight sound of disapproval, then with pursed lips he tipped his head up and leant back on his seat, folding his arms tightly across his chest. He shot Junmyeon a challenging look, and he almost saw the fire in his eyes, not that he could be blamed for being angry; in fact he had every right to be- his boyfriend accused him of cheating on him and not loving him.
"I know you're mad at me, and I don't blame you, I shouldn't have said what I did."