Fears

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Your POV

I woke up. I looked around and George wasn't there. I smelled something good though. So i got up. I walked downstairs. I saw Nathan. He was makin bacon. And Ryan was on the couch with a cast on his leg. Watching T.V.. I walked over and sat next to him. "Ryan...... Im soooo sorry about your leg. I was mad. And when im mad i don't think." I told him. He looked at me. He looked nervous. "Well. I need to apologise to Y/N. It was my idea to go through your room. Im sorry." He said. "Wait that was your idea!? I blamed George for that." I said. "Oh and i forgive you. Don't be stupid next time." I told him. He nodded. I got up and walked over to Nathan. He was still killing the bacon. I sat on the stool across from him. "Your killing the bacon." I told him. He looked at me and frowned. "How would you suggest i do it then?" He asked. I answerd "By not keeping it on one side. And flip it every few minutes. And pray that the ghost of the pig that your cooking doesn't come for you." He laughed and did what i said. "Do you know where George is?" I want to know. "He left this morning. All he said is that he'll be back in a few hours." I sighed. Then i had an idea. "Hey can Megan and Ash come over tonight? I feel bad because of yesterday." I asked. "Uhh. Sure. But Ryan cant drive and he might have to stay as well." I nodded. And did a group chat.

Y:hey guys.
A:Hey girl
M:Wazzup
Y:i feel bad because of yesterday. Do you guys want to come over for tonight?
A:Sure its boring at my house!
M:Yaaaaaassssss
Y:cool! Ill get you guys at 5.
A:see ya then
M:Kk. Bye

It was 3. I had time. I took a shower. Did my hair in a Katniss Everdeen braid again. I put on blue jeans, a Camo shirt, some Nike shoes, and my leather jacket. I looked in my mirror and decided i needed some thing a bit extra. So i went into my chest and grabbed a tu-tu i never where. And cut it. I made a flower and glued it onto a headband. I put on the headband and looked in the mirror again. Perfect. I checked the time. 4:45. I decided to leave now. Megan lives a bit farther then Ash. I walked outside to my truck. I got in and started driving. When i got to Ash' s she was outside waiting. She got in the passenger side. "Hey girl." She said. "Sup. Hey should we stop at StarBucks after we get Megan?" I asked. She looked at me like i was clueless. "Yes. Its StarBucks. Are you Crazy?" She told me. I giggled. When we got to Megan's she was outside too. She ran to the car. And got in. She said. "So when we hitting StarBucks?" Me and Ash looked at each other and giggled. "Now that your in the truck. We were gonna go now." I said. Then we drove to StarBucks.  We all got the new Zombie drink. When we got home we ran inside. And into my room. When we sat down i saw something in my closet. I opened it and saw Lavender flowers in a bunch. There was a note attached. To it. Megan and Ash were giggling as i sat back down.
"READ IT!" They both yelled at me.
I read it out loud.

"Y/N i will love you forever and always. -George."

The girls saw it and broke down. "That's so cute." They yelled. I blushed. I love him. They got up and ran out of my room to Georges. I could hear what they were telling him. "Moose that was adorable!!" Megan screamed. "George you are so romantic!!" Ash yelled. I blushed even more. They walked back in. "Guys. Your lucky we're friends. That was embarrassing. For both of us." I giggled.

(A few hours later. Im lazy soo yea)

It was 11:00  we were still awake. And were playing Truth or Dare. It was Megan's turn. "Uhh. Y/N Truth or Dare?" I took a second. "Truth." I told her. Last time i did dare. And id rather not run in on George yell i love him and run out again. "Okay whats your biggest fear?" She asked me. Ash looked curious. "My BIGGEST fear. That's easy. Hurting the people i love." "Why?" Ash asked me. I took a deep breath. "Remember when i broke down when i kicked Ryan yesterday?" They nodded. "Well i break down when i hurt people i love. Or when i hurt people in general. Just not as bad." They looked even more curious. "But when i hurt people i love i have bad flashbacks to when i hurt that boy. You guys know that story right?" They again nodded. "Well that boy was my best friend. His name was Diego. And now every time i hurt someone all i can see is Diego. But after i hurt him i couldn't deal with seeing him. So i ran away. I was on the run until i was 18 then i met Nathan and we became friends when he found out i was literally sleeping under a highway he gave me a place to stay. And that brings us to present day." I said. They looked at me. Then gave me a hug. It lasted for at least 5 min. Then we broke apart. "Lets play some more." I said. "Sure." They said enthusiastically. We played for a while more. I found out Ash hates spiders. And Megan hates clowns. Man am i glad to have friends like them. We all decided to go one one more StarBucks run before we watch a horror movie. We drove to Starbucks,we ordered,and left. When we got home we decided to watch Chucky. Because we like torturing ourselves. After the movie we went back to my room. We talked for a while. I remember falling asleep with one thought.

How did my life. The horrible thing. Turn into something so beautiful? I have people that love and care about me. People who even though make me mad can love me through my anger and hatred. I love them all. And they can take my fears away. They can make me forget them. They make me brave. I love them for that. I will always love them. Like George wrote on that card. I love them forever and always.

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