Bitches aint shit....Urban

Pick me plweasssse

I woke up in the hospital. They said I've been out for a week. Devins in a coma and umm might not come out. When they told me that I cried for hours. Just sobbing. He's my heart. He has the rest of my heart that I can give. I really can't lose him. I Have to learn how to walk again. But I'm a fast learner. I was put in my wheel chair and went to Devins room. I sit and talk to him everyday. Because sometimes it looks like he smiles. It's kinda cute. So I rolled down into the room.

" He devy. Ummm you've been out for about 2 weeks now. But it's okay. I still love you. They found out who did this and they put him to the death penalty. I'm leaving for it at 8. So I won't be able to talk to you for long. I'm in a wheel chair and just woke up about a week ago. So they said you might not wake up. I cried and cried harder. Because let's face it you have my heart. You always will. Just remember one thing tho. I love you. Hehe okay bye babe love you fight for me okay." I wiped my eyes. I knew this would happen. Remy been in adrains room. He is going to die. He has about 2 days left they said. I walked by his room and my heart shattered.

" Baby please don't cry. I'm okay I promise. U won't be able to feel me but I'll be there. I pinky promise." I sat against the wall and fell down. I got out of my wheel chair Sat there and cried. I cried and cried and cried. I cried for unique who's now paralysed neck down. For Kim who Died on the way here. For Adrain who's going to die. For Devin who's not waking up. Hell I cried for you. Y'all don't understand. He's LIFE. I got up back in the wheel chair and rolled to my room. I pulled on some Jeggings a black hoodie and Oreos. I rolled to the elevator. And we were off.

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So I'm at the place. He's sitting there smiling. I have a grim look on my face. They gave me the Mic to speak.

" U ruined my life but you took one. Ones slowly dying one's paralysed, The others in a coma. I have to learn how to walk again. You don't deserve the fucking air u breath!!! I FVCKING HATE YOU SOO MUCH!!! YOUR A MONSTER!!! GO TO HELL-"

" I'll only see you there" He winked at me h-he winked at me!!! I don't know what happened but I got up and ran across the courtroom and beat him.

" I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I h-h... hate You" I broke down. I looked at him and I know I sounded heart broken. I know I did. But for him to cry. Like not a tear here and a tear here. He sobbed. we just cried together. I figured out he doesn't have family. We probably cried for an hour. Everyone else was in tears. We were just... broken. Later that nite Andrew M'lair Thompson died from injection at 11:07. We left and I walked  to adrains room to hear Remy sobbing.

" HE'S DEAD BLAKE HE'S DEAD!!!!" I ran in there and sure enough he was well at least he looked like it. I mean the machinery was still going but it did look like he was dying. I ain't have no more tears. I just held her. I went to Devins room.

" Babe. he's dead. He died I'm sor-" The line went flat. My heart stopped. It broke. They pulled me out and worked on him. I went to my room and sat there.

" Blake, He's Okay actually better I think. He's going to be okay. Blake. He really really is." the doctor said. If Devin doesn't wake up soon imma get gave up. Not on him but on life. No I'm not going to kill myself.

Listening to Chris Brown I heard a voice I ain't think I'd ever hear.

" Ha ma, long time no see"

" A-A....Adrain!!!!!!!" I ran to him.

" Ayeee u was dead."

"Actually y'all niggas didn't know I went into a medical coma. They put me there. But um yeah what did I want to say.... Ummm DEVINS AWAKE" I was out. I ran to his room. I sat there waiting.

"B-b...Blake?"

" DEVY" I hugged and kissed and hugged and kissed him like my life depended on it.

-------One week later--------

We were laying on the bed. Today we were about to celebrate my 15 th birthday!! Yeah it was about two weeks ago. Yeah but with everything that's been going on. So we were laying there until He jumped off the bed and Got on one knee. I'm 15.... Oh well.

" So Blake Marie Jones. You've graced us with your beauty. And your kind heart. We've been through a lot together but that's what makes us stronger. A lot stronger. When I first met you u literally fell into my lap. You smiled and I saw them deep dimples and brown eyes. You already had me whipped and I just met you. Your voice was like angels singing my favorite song. I wanted to make you wifey a lot sooner but that's crazy. So I had to wait. Man I want you to have my kids. For me to wake up everyday and know that your mine, and only mine will make me complete. Your perfect in every single way. And your mine. So Will u make me the happiest man ever, And be my wifey."( If I changed her last name my bad) I can't breathe. That's what a beautiful proposal tho.

" U -I, W-we... US?"Tears was streaming. I can't really think right now.

" No you..." He said coming closer and wiping some tears.

" I do..  Devin I do"  I just leaned into his touch. I've been dreaming of this since I was old enough to dream. All those years off people saying I won't ever be anything in life what now. Because Nigga I made it.