Chapter 4
(Your POV)
I watched him pace around the room. He seemed very nervous about what happened to me.
Was it bad? How bad was it? Every second he spent pacing made my heart raced faster. I could feel the pounding in my chest rise. Is it really that bad?
He finally looked at me in the eyes.
The look in his eyes made him seem as though he was crying for help on the inside. He was hurt from this. It hurt him to explain.
Apparently I have known this boy my entire life, yet I barely know him. He knows everything about me and I'm frightened. I'm frightened that I'll never be the girl he once knew. What if I don't end up liking and doing the same things I did before?
I have to find myself again and that scares me. I want his help. Honestly it sounds like he knows me best. But I have to ask myself, do I want to put him through this?
"It all started when I came to pick you up at your dorm room a week ago," he started.
I listened to him carefully as he started to explain everything that happened.
(Taylor's POV: Flashback)
I walked up to her dorm room and knocked at her door. I waited a few minutes before she answered. She lives with her two other friends, Alissa and Hannah. They weren't home right now.
They spent most if their time with their boyfriends, which just so happen to be my bestfriends.
Alissa goes out with my buddy Shawn while Hannah goes out with my other friend Cameron. I guess their relationships are going well. I havn't heard much from them lately.
I continued to wait and then became impatient. I started knocking on the door rapidly to annoy her, hoping it would cause her to open it.
As she opened the door she gave me the 'look'. She would raise one eyebrow, cross her arms, and stare me down. She only gives me that look when she gets annoyed. I get it quite often actually. I only annoy her because she is so cute when she is annoyed. I don't think she realizes it though.
"How do you do it?" I asked her looking confused. The 'look' never left her face.
"Do what?" She asked continuing to look at me like she knew what I was going to say.
"Look so beautiful that my heart skips a beat every time I look a you," I said looking at her in the eyes.
She came up to me and punched me in the arm. She punches hard, but it didn't hurt me at all. I still pretended like it hurts because she would feel bad for me. That usually led to a smile.
But it didn't work. I pretended to make a hurt face and looked at her, "Oww!" I said as I stuck out my lip.
"That was for being so corny," she said.
She let out a smile as she looked in my eyes. She pulled me close and began to wrap her arms around my neck. I put my arms around her waist as she kissed me. She pressed her lips against mine and I didn't want them to let go. I felt her smile, breaking up the kiss.
Her smile is so beautiful. When she smiled, there could be nothing sad in the world, because she is my world. If she is happy, then I am happy.
I smiled and looked at her as I said, "Alright let's go before we lose our spot!"
I opened the door as she hopped in the car. As usual she had no idea where we were going. It was always a surprise. She hated not knowing where we were going, but i like to keep her thinking.
