Dangerous cold (Lauren/you)

Protection

Y/n's POV
My name is y/n I'm only 17 but I run the Italian and Russian mafia while I was growing up my parents and brother were abusive and it got worst when I came out gay their started raping me at 14 they were murdered in front of me I ran into a man named Simon cowell he helped me he owns syno records I don't trust people it takes a while to even do that rn I'm with my best friend Tyler on the way to see Simon because we just granted protection over a group called 5th harmony 3 guys were chasing us we ran into syno Fiona shook her head at us we ran to simons office I yelled "IN COMING UNCLE" we ran in and flipped on the table everyone was quiet I looked at I said "shh" the 3 guys come in I said "aw come on guys eh never mind it's a fair fight" I knocked out the first guy one of them shot out at one of the girls I jumped and caught it he was shocked I said "rookie" I flipped him and knocked him out Tyler took out the 3rd one I looked at Simon I said "hey si how you been ?" He said "I've been good I thought I told you not to do that anymore" Tyler said "in our defense we were coming to see you and they chased us" I looked at the tattoo my eyes darken I muttered "fucking shadows" I took the file I said "look at this their signed to you we granted protection over them but with what their paying they have a lot of people after them" he looked at the file he was shocked "y/n that's a lot of fucking money" I said "I know thanks for the obvious" he said "wait how are thy connected?" I said "look at the top of the paper and who the leaders are" he looked at it and then it connected he said "oh" I said "yeah" I looked behind I saw the ones were protecting me and ty observed them my eyes landed on Lauren and Camila I looked Tyler we nodded we turned around I said "when's there tour?" Si said "how do you know their going tour?" I said "si I literally know everything about your synco I feel like you forget I live with you so when is it?" He said "next week" I nodded he gave me the papers with the opening acts I saw 2 of them were the vamps and mahone me and Tyler growled I stabbed it I said "no 2 of those aren't happening and idc what you say si replace those 2 before I do" I said "Tyler call Mendes now" he called him I said "Shawn you get the file?" He said "um hold on" he said "wth y/n how are they even offering that much?" I said "idek mendes But I do need you on tour with them i am bringing tori, Brody, Marcus and our Aussie" He said "okay I'll see you in a week" I hung up i looked st Simon I said "Can I use the studio tomorrow I have some stuff I want you to hear?" He said "yeah but they'll be with me " I nodded me and Tyler left
The next at day I yelled "yo tori let's go you're going to the studio with me" we got there I went to the studio that they were in I hugged jack I gave him my book I pointed to 2 different songs he smiled and nodded I started

"Payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
Now I'm out here looking like revenge
Feelin' like a 10, the best I ever been
And yeah, I know how bad it must hurt
To see me like this, but it gets worse (wait a minute)
Now you're out here looking like regret
Ain't too proud to beg, second chance you'll never get
And yeah, I know how bad it must hurt to see me like this
But it gets worse (wait a minute)
Now payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
You're fuckin' with a savage
Can't have this, can't have this (ah)
And it'd be nice of me to take it easy on ya, but nah
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Being so bad got me feelin' so good
Showing you up like I knew that I would
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Feeling inspired 'cause the tables have turned
Yeah, I'm on fire and I know that it burns
Baby, fineness is the way to kill
Tell me how it feel, bet it's such a bitter pill
And yeah, I know you thought you had bigger, better things
Bet right now this stings (wait a minute)
'Cause the grass is greener under me
Bright as technicolor, I can tell that you can see
And yeah, I know how bad it must hurt to see me like this
But it gets worse (wait a minute)
Now payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
You fuckin' with a savage
Can't have this, can't have this (ah)
And it'd be nice of me to take it easy on ya, but nah
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Being so bad got me feelin' so good
Showing you up like I knew that I would
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Feeling inspired 'cause the tables have turned
Yeah, I'm on fire and I know that it burns
Talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby
If you talk, if you talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby
Oh yeah
Talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby
If you talk, if you talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Being so bad got me feelin' so good
Showing you up like I knew that I would
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Feeling inspired 'cause the tables have turned
Yeah, I'm on fire and I know that it burns
Payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
I'm the baddest, I'm the baddest"
I smiled and nodded i made my face blank again I said "next one"

"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do, oh.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say (to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do"
As soon as I was done I dropped to my knees i sat up against the wall just breathing I wasn't crying or anything but that song was for my best friend that died I blame myself I could of saved her but i didn't in time
I walked out of the studio I saw 2 people I didn't want to see at the door I growled tori saw we kicked both of them off their feet's I said "wth are you 2 doing here?" Austin said "seeing our girlfriends" I chuckled I said "so you're using them again can't believe they fell for it again mhmm how about you gtfo now or I declare war in 24 hours" they went wide eyed up and ran away my eyes were still dark Camila and Lauren through their gritted teeth said "what the fuck was that?!" I said "that was me doing my job" Lauren said "no those were our boyfriends" I chuckled I said "no those were assholes that pretend they love you and are using you to get what they want" I saw a glimpse of their arms I said "tori look at their arms" she did they had the shadow tattoos my eyes were almost pitch black now I growled I said "you let them put a tattoo on you and didn't bother questioning its meaning?!" Camila said "yes we did it's like a yin and yang symbol means light and darkness" me and tori said blankly "no it doesn't" I looked at the other 3 girls I said "any of you like brad or Austin?" They said "no" I said "ahh those 3 are the smart ones rn"