Dangerous cold (Lauren/you)

Worthless

Y/n's POV
It's been a week since me and Lauren had sex the next morning she left without saying anything me and moon have been depressed since I whimpered 'moon why doesn't anyone want us? Is it my fault you got stuck with a worthless human?' Moon whimpered she said 'y/n I'm happy with you I just miss mate' I looked and saw a picture of Lauren I cried more my eyes are swollen and red their blood shot I haven't stopped crying in a week I don't sleep anymore me and moon are both broken idk what we did wrong there are days I wanna kill myself but I don't because I hope mate come back I whimpered I haven't ate I got skinner.
It's now been a month the maids come in and leave food I'll eat some of it but not all it I whimpered I said 'moon I'm so sorry you don't have your mate this is all my fault you lost your mate' she whimpered said 'y/n it's not your fault' I said 'yes I did I'm worthless Moon you deserve a different human and she deserves s better Mate' she whimpered 'y/n don't say that' I whimpered I said 'why not moon? I've been abused all my life I watched them be murdered I knew she wouldn't want me no one will ever want me I wanna did moon' she whimpered she said 'please don't stay alive me I still love you' I pulled my knees to my chest and cried and cried Perrie jade appeared they saw me and came to me jade said "y/n what happened?" Moon whimpered she said 'me and mate had sex a month ago she was gone without a world she hasn't talked to us in a month we haven't slept without mate we haven't ate that much in the last month we lost weight we barely leave our room y/n wants to kill her self im trying to save her but it won't last much longer mate gone she don't want me im worthless y/n doesn't think I'm good enough she said no one loves her we're broken without mate we don't know what to do y/n wants to commit suicide' she whimpered they left I cried even more and more
Perries POV
I can't believe Lauren if my best friend dies it's on her hands I growled I transported me and jade to fifth harmony everyone but Lauren was there tori saw us she said "how is she?" I shook my head I said "there's nothing I can do she's talking suicide" tori was shocked she started crying Camila said "who is?" I whispered "y/n" They said "wait why?!" I said "her and Lauren had sex a months ago after that Lauren cut her off she won't leave her room she barely eats she lost a ton of weight she doesn't smile she's broken and she's talking suicide now because she feels worthless because of Lauren" they were shocked I heard Lauren's laugh she came in saw us and she was with brad she stopped laughing and looked a little feared all of our eyes were glowing I went to them I said "is he who you been spending your time with for the past month?" She nodded jade snapped brads neck I growled I said "if y/n kills herself it's your fault" she said "wait what are you talking about?" I growled I yelled "BECAUSE OF YOU Y/N WONT LEAVE HER ROOM SHE WONT STOP CRYING SHE WONT SLEEP SHE WONT EAT SHE WANTS TO KILL HERSELF SHE FEELS WORTHLESS SHE DOESNT THINK SHES GOOD ENOUGH AND ITS BECAUSE AFTER YOU GUYS HAD SEX A MONTH AGO YOU COMPLETELY LEFT HER SHE WAS ABOUT TO KILL HERSELF  WHEN ME AND JADE GOT THERE IF SHE DIES ITS HER FAULT" she collapsed she whimpered her vamp came out she said "queen perrie I'm sorry but please stop yelling at Lauren it wasn't her fault" she whimpered I said "whose fault was it?" She said "brad he blackmailed Lauren he had pictures of Lauren naked and blackmailed Lauren into staying away from y/n if she didn't the pictures would be put on the internet" I sighed I said "go to y/n save her please she needs her mate" she nodded and disappeared