I reminisce that one day where I first laid my eyes on you. Those delicate bambie eyes, glancing around their surroundings, with a tweak of innocence sparkling in the core....I-I could not look away. It-It felt like my mind grew defective with each step you trod towards the school gate. And.. And my feet froze to the ground. Of course, that did not last long till the school bell rang, indicating for us "little elves" to line up to class. *shaking my head, chuckling*
During class, my teacher sat you down on a seat right next to me and I wholeheartedly but angrily thanked him for making my life more simplistic. That snotty-nosed old fart. You shined that heart-melting smile to me. I gulped. Forcing myself to not look like a creep, I flashed a lopsided grin.
From the remainder of the class, my mind oozed, out of reality, to my mind. I sensed my crossed-legs jittering underneath my chair and my two hands grew clammy the more time flew by, gradually.
Later, your sweet voice pulled me out of my daze, "So, what do you think of the BFG?" My breath hitched. I could not answer due to my lack of focus. I widen my eyes in fear with my mouth agape. You waited for my answer. I had none, but for a couple of stutters, "Uhhh.. I-I.. Ummm." You gave me an uneasy look, then buried your face in your copy and began writing. I did the same but I squinted my eyes in humiliation.
Throughout our times, you did not spare another word to me. You left me to my own thoughts. Thoughts that incorporated a small delicate flower with that same bambie eyes. To steal your attention, I teased you, relentlessly. Although you were annoyed, I was content for your attention. However the more I teased you, the more you loathed me, which I did not expect.
I notice you spare glances towards someone else. Someone that makes my tongue grow bitter by stating his name. Whenever I see you blush, smile, laugh because of him, my blood boils and my knuckles turn white. I should be that person that makes you blush, smile and laugh. Not him. Now I'm breaking... Bit. By. Bit. Thanks to you, my bambie.
Now I am leaning against a brick wall in this sepulchral darkness, with a cigarette in my grasp... My eyes are onions of despair.
This was the most fun I've written so I hope you will like it lol
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PoetryHelloo This is my first time commencing my first writing here in wattpad and I am so happy to be finally picking up the courage to do so. I will be practicing a few pieces of writing for a little while, just to build up my confidence and skill up. I...
