My Poetries

The Confession

Say it again. Go on! Say all that garbage again. Say how much of a mean and ignorant brother I am to you every time I see you. That I don't love you and that you are the bane of my existence and wish that ma never made ya. I'd rather you repeat all that than I, as that would be a blatant fucking lie.

Have you forgotten that time I saved your butt from being ambushed by loads of those bastards out there? They were pushing and pulling your scrawny body and punching you to the ground, stone cold.

I was behind the window and I just... watched. I couldn't find my breath as the sight of you getting hurt just sucked the life out of it. My feet were cold and my heart was palpitating. I had no thought to why I couldn't sprint for you. Frankly, after I heard you call my name... That was when I escaped from my trance and rushed out the front door for you.

Adrenaline forced my legs to sprint even faster to stand up to those fuckers. When I saw your limp figure, I-I wanted to kill them... Oh My God I wanted to tear them limb from limb and in the most excruciating way possible. Though I didn't... As I let God decide on their fate, alone.

But I did give them the most brutal punches that will help them remember to never lay a finger on my little brother. After I brought you home and laid you softly down on the sofa, I felt like I was going to cry.

Your black and blue face broke my heart into pieces. I didn't dare let a trail of tears stream down my face as I thought that only a wimp cries...

And I didn't want to be known nor viewed as a wimp. Having both my heart and my eyes cry simultaneously is shown as weak and vulnerable. Especially when you're trying to help and save someone you love with all your everlasting heart. So, I just held my threatening tears back in my eyes.

After you woke up, I do remember being solemnly frustrated with you for getting yourself beaten like that. I didn't really mean to. I thought if I act overly-protective, I would be able to help my little brother. But I guess I'm hurting you even more than helping you...

Hello everyone. I know it has been a looonnngggg time so apologies for my absent as I've been really busy .. Anyhow, here is another update of my poem I've written, just for all of you. So, I hope y'all will like it.. It's more of a monologue genre 

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