Jamaica

Chapter Twenty-five

The drive to the King's house was far longer than expected. It was roughly an hour drive from my master's house and worst of all, it was awkward. Pin drop silent type awkward. It was always awkward with him and I.
Master brought his hand to my thigh and attempted to slip his hand under my plain white cotton dress. It didn't help that it stopped mid thigh either.
"No, Dimitri." I said. Firmly. He stopped and squeezed instead.
"You can't be serious right now." Master sighed, slightly irritated by the rejection; something he didn't handle well so far.
"I am, Master. What we did-"
"Don't call me that."
"Sorry... I'm just trying to say that what happened... I-it can't happen again." I mumbled nervously as watched the greenery zoom past through the tinted window of the passenger seat. I couldn't bear to look at him.
"Fuck, Jay! Its not like we fucked or anything." His grip tightened on my thigh. I cringed.
"You're hurting me."
"Fuck!" He was really loosing it now.
"Please don't be like this."
"Like what!?"
"I don't like when you yell. Calm down."
"I am calm. Fuck. You're fucking with my head, you know that?" He let go of my thigh before continuing. "Tell me you don't want me then damn nearly seduce me just to tell me you don't want me again. You must be mad. Fucking nuts if you think I won't have you one day. Where the fuck has this even come from, Jay?" He questioned as he ran his fingers through his gorgeous dark hair, my eyes followed the action.
"You left marks, Dimitri. Now everyone will know what we did."
"For fuck's sake, for the third time, I didn't know it would mark. I don't exactly have much experience with humans in case you forgot." His nostrils flared when he spoke; he did that when he couldn't stay calm.
"Besides, I don't give a rat's arse about who finds out I almost fucked you. Let's tell the whole world that I almost made you cum in my hand but you stopped me."
"Don't say that..." I blushed at the memory. The way it felt when his long yet manly fingers touched me down there and the way I quivered under him as he played with my pearl - I didn't even know it could feel that good. I stopped him when he slid his finger inside me, it felt so right but it was so wrong so I stopped him; I was confused by it all, I needed to think. Then I watched him lick his fingers clean as he stared me down in questioning. Is is bad that I wish he had been rough so that I could use it as an excuse?
"Why the fuck not? Don't you want me?"
"I can't answer that." I whispered. I wanted him, I really did but I just couldn't get over the bad feeling in my chest. I didn't like sneaking around, this was a quality that was beaten into me ever since I could talk. Then why did you insist he touch you last night!?
Dimitri suddenly swerved off the road and parked by the side.
"Get out." He drawled out before the car even jerked to a stop.
"What?" Before I could even comprehend what was going on, he was pulling his seat back and pulling me on top of him.
"Do you want me, Jamaica?"
"I... I-I can't answ-" I couldn't finish because he suddenly thrust his length against my core. I hissed in agony, I felt like I needed him so badly it hurt. But once again I was scared; what if it hurt? What if by some freak of nature I get pregnant? Or what if we both didn't like it? We could get caught.
"You have to, I asked you a question."
"I-I don't know." I looked out the window at the empty road and tall trees. Master gently placed his finger under my chin and turned me to him.
"You do. I can smell it dripping out of you, dripping out of what's mine." His eyes darkened and he cupped my pussy with his large hand. "I need to have what's mine. Give it to me." He gazed at me with this hooded expression on his face. My stomach flipped and I trembled. I couldn't help but notice that I liked to see him like this - all husky voiced, calm demeanour crumbling. It sure was a sight to witness.
" Your father... H-he's waiting." I had to tether us both down to planet Earth. My walls were crumbling. Fast.
"Jesus." Dimitri muttered in annoyance. "See what you do to me? Fuck. Those lips." He gently gave my butt a squeeze before bringing our faces together. "Give me one for the road, baby." He breathed against my lips.
"But-"
"If you do it, I'll leave you alone for the rest of the trip." He smiled.
I pretended to think about whether or not I was going to kiss him - I gave it 5 seconds at most, I think. I loved his kisses, nothing wrong with one kiss right? I brought my palms to feel his clean shaven jaw - his muscle there ticked when I touched him. I knew I should have made our interaction as curt and business like as I could but there was just something about having a man like Dimitri cave under me just like I did under him, the magic of this shared feeling between us. Our lustrous need for each other. I couldn't help but feel the need to take my time and enjoy the way his breath hitched when I moved closer, I didn't know I'd be disturbing his member, or the way he gazed at me through long, dark eyelashes. Master inhaled deeply and growled. Like an animal. The way his broad chest rumbled as his did so drove me insane. I wasn't exactly sure about how exactly to go about the actual kiss so I did what he did to me. I gently took his bottom lip between my teeth and fisted the curls at the back of his head. He immediately took over and thrust his tongue into my mouth just like he had last night. This time, for the first time ever, Dimitri pulled away - Lord knows, I wouldn't have been able to. It was hypocritical, I know. But it was then that I realised that saying something and actually doing it were two entirely different things, the latter being much harder. There was no such thing as self preservation with Dimitri and in that moment I knew sneaking around with my master would be the death of me. But I didn't care.
A little short one. I'll make more in a bit, I promise.