SONGS FOR THIS CHAPTER
SAM SMITH- Too good at goodbyes
OREILA-Suggestions
LITTLE MIX-Love me or leave me
NICKI MINAJ-Grand piano
Memories immediately flood my mind and the screeching of the tires unable to break in time,the shatters of glass and the worst of all the screams.
Her screams.
My sister. My only sibling. I don't speak of her because it's too painful, it's hurts right in the core of my heart so deeply buried around my walls that I've built so no one can see the broken girl I am. So you're probably curious on what happened. Mum thinks I don't know and that I've forgotten from not waking up for 2 weeks and not remembering a thing but I do it slowly came back to me.
July 19th
"Ariana!!!!" My sister 17 year old sister Alex screams and barges into my room.
"We are going out for a meal with mom and dad get readyyyyyy bitchhhhhh"
"Classy or sexy? Or both?" I ask whilst trying to keep a serious face.
"Both bby of course, were going to an Italian restaurant five stars so you're seventeen today remember not sixteen and it's where all the poshyyyy's go" she wiggles her eyebrows.
We both start getting ready I change into a skin tight grey dress with a slit at the knee whilst my sister changes into a lilac one, which suits her ombre short wavy hair, her bold green eyes stand out from her dark eye makeup. I finish my look with a red lip. We were known as the pranksters at school thing one and thing two, we were inseparable and unstoppable. We created havoc everywhere, everywhere we went there was always laughter. We go down stairs to see them waiting for us already we enter the car and me and Alex are laughing away when mom and dad start arguing we immediately cut the conversation and it getting more intense than the other times I look away hating this. Alex grabs my hand to comfort me. We do put secret sister thing and mouth I love you which is the essential ending in our secret thing which is basically like a hand shake but is different.
Suddenly a screeching sound comes towards us. I look at dad to see that he's only just seen the truck coming towards us. It's like everything slows down the impact hits us and flips us and the glass smashes immediately, I scream holding onto Alex. Her scream drowns me out and I look at my sister to see the same horror on her face, she looks up suddenly with a sad smile. Little did I know it was the last time i would see her smile. Black dots fill my vision.
2 Weeks later
I wake and I'm greeted with pain from my head and belly. I look around to see that I'm in a hospital I panic where's Alex????
" Alex?" I cry out whilst getting these bloody wires off me why am I here? What happened?
Mum rushes in with nurses, she looks like hell to be honest but I'll question her later right now I need to know what's going on and where my side bitch is at. "Mum what happened where's Alex and dad?"
"Well about that you father never loved us, and I'm sorry sweetheart but she went away for a while, you had a little accident whilst getting ready"
Tears fill my eyes immediately knowingly.
She lied to me that day.
"I'll come get you when you feel better see ya soon"
With that my mother walks out and it feels just like both of my parents walked out.
I wonder where Alex is maybe she decided to go along with her dreams and travel but I don't understand why she didn't tell me.
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Eventually everything came back from nightmares or being triggered by something. Anndddd my mother was never the same, if you're wondering yes I did confront her about it and she told me to get over it and it was my fathers fault and he didn't love us.
Present
He stops the car immediately and I get out struggling to breathe, I drop to the floor trying to breathe. Black dots fill the corner of my eyes.
"Ariana hey Ari listen" I hear Jamie call
"Listen to my voice shh it's alright calm down" he wraps his arms around me and holds me,i slow down my panicking and listen to him.
Jamie's POV (Before the car incident)
My anger floods through me like a wave and I press down harder on the gas so we're going over the speed limit, my anger pulses through me. Ariana suddenly screams and I immediately break and she rushes out and the guilt fills me at the sight of her, I attempt to get her to breathe again and hold her and guide her to my voice.
She calms and sinks down further crying onto me whilst I hold her.
I'm so shocked and so guilty.
" I'm so sorry I didn't know,fuck I know you'll probably hate me but I'm sorry" I rush out.i grab her and hold her more tightly.
"No it's not your fault you didn't know, but please don't ever do that again" her voice cracks.
I begin to immediately question what this girl has been through. I pick her up and place her in the passenger seat. "It's okay Ari,I promise I'll never do anything like that again." I look into her big doe eyes and feel sparks. I feel so fucking guilty. She shouldn't be anywhere near me I'm fucked up. She's delicate and pure.
I'm the leader of the most feared gang and the best street fighter.
I drive slowly and take a glance at Ari and see she's in a deep sleep. So innocent. But hurt badly.
Ariana's POV
I wake feeling being bridal style carried and fuck my life its embarrassing
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