Stolen And Shattered Dreams

chapter 5

I finish the dishes but dread going to sleep no matter how tired I am .
After sitting in front of the television for hours I finally convince myself to go to bed.
I pause when I get to the door and contemplate knocking.
But I just open the door and enter.

On my bed lies a half naked Antonio who has nothing on except his boxers .His abs ,I can see from here and I can't help but stare for a while admiring his body.
I never thought I'd have a good looking man like him on bed ,but I suddenly remember that he is in the mafia .

I walk toward my closet to see if I'll find any night dresses but my closet has been wiped clean.
I take the suitcase and head to the bathroom.
Once I'm there I begin searching for something to where but all I find is red laced short panties and bras with mini gowns.

I choose the one that is most likely to be hiding as Much skin as possible .
I open the door and walk to the bed .
"Antonio, could I borrow a T-shirt or something . Felicia packed nothing appropriate and I can't find my clothes .".

He looks at me with a smirk on his face and list in his eyes .
Then he walks to my side of the bed .
He makes it to me in seconds .
Standing right in front of me I feel the urge to step back to create space between us .
I sit on the bed with no where else to go .
" I told Felicia to pack those clothes ",he says ," I see nothing wrong with them since you're my fiancée. "
His body leans into mine and I give into his touch .
He starts undoing my gown slowly ,and at an agonising pace .My brain begs for me to run but my limbs refuse . My breathing is laboured and my chest rises and falls .
He runs his hands on my shoulder removing the gown and the throwing it on the bed and then he grabs his dress shirt that he was wearing all day and puts my hands through the loops .
He slowly begins buttoning the shirt up ,his hands touch my skin here and there .
But once his done I relax .
"Thank you ", I say but it comes out like a whisper .
He nods in acknowledgment and walks back to the other side of bed .
I grab my pillow and throw it on the ground and start getting blankets from the closet.
" What are you doing ?",he asks in a stern voice .

I put the blankets on the floor and before I know it his hand finds mine and stops me from continuing .
"What are you doing?", he repeats.
" I'm sleeping on the floor ",I say .

" No,you're not . We're engaged remember?",he says dangling my ring finger in front of me to see .
"If you're someone walks in here and sees you sleeping on the floor ,what do you think happens ?"

I bite down on my lip ,"I'll tell them we decided to wait for the wedding day ".

" Oh please ",he says while putting my pillow back on the bed and shoving me into the bed.
After tucking me in like a child he places all the blankets in the closet and switches off the light and enters the bed .
Covered by darkness I begin to wonder about a lot of things ,maybe after he sleeps I can leave a note and run but he could come after my family .

" Antonio ",I say in the darkness .

" Mh "

"Do you think I could get my cell phone back "

There's silence for the longest time and then he says ,"No "
My heart crashes but it was worth the try .

I slip in deeper under the covers and the scent left on his shirt fills my nostrils .
It calms me and eventually draws me into sleep.

~•~•~•~
I wake up and head downstairs but there's no one there but a letter on the fridge.
Sorry I couldn't be there when you woke but I hope you and Antonio slept well ,no one else is home they went to school .I'll be home before dinner .
~mom
P.s breakfasts are in the oven ,just reheat .
Love u.