we grow everday
i dont mean physically
i mean emotionally and mentally
i grew
fuck did i grow
i grew but not how i wanted to grow
as a child i grew fast
faster than i should have
i became aware of things a child shouldnt be aware of
how did i grow you ask
i grew by taking care of my brother
when i wasnt the one who shouldnt have
he depended on me
i had to be there
to hold him when times were tough for him or us
but who was going to hold me
tell me "its going to be ok. dont worry"
no one did.
i had to hold myself
tell myself its going to be ok.
so i grew emotionally
i learned to give parts of me to others and help
even when i was dying i helped
i grew in ways that an adult was supposed to
I also grew physically.
Im fucking six feet tall.
Too Damn tall
With too many feelings
YOU ARE READING
Lost
Short Storythis is my life story. its about my demons, my battles, my pain and suffering, my growth, and most important of all. why i am the way i am today.