"Hey guys it me Louis." He greets with a small smile.
"So the last video I did a lyric prank, which was my plan to but anyway I told you that I have a video to film for you to get to know me more."
"I never really liked showing my feelings, I have have towards Harry before but now I can trust him with anything I want to tell." Louis plays with his thumb, bit his lip to stop him from tearing up.
"I always have been a happy kid, always have." Louis pauses, "But, high school came, everything was fine, until I met Harry, I came out to my mum and she was supported to me,"
"Somehow I fell for another boy before Harry so I dated a guy name Nick Grimshaw and he only dated me for a dare and told everyone, that I was a gay faggot and I just. . ." Louis said wiping his eye from tearing up.
"I kinda slipped when it went too far and I also commit suicide once but Harry stopped me, and that was when we first went out."
Louis took a moment and looked away from the camera and sniffs, "Umm, I'm sorry I just. . "
"I never cry in videos but I never felt like this in a long time and just remembering this and talking about it just brings back everything."
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"So, um when I ended up getting bullied, getting beat up, shoved ins - inside a locker and lo - locked in it." Louis stutters, "Harry helped me a few times over the four years of high school; I have had the worse experience ever!""My mum didn't help at all, she's never home! Always at work, I've always been alone which causes me to get anxiety and slip but I had Harry to call for help. That's why he had scolded at me about telling him whenever I slip. I haven't cut in over. ."
"I don't know, maybe ever since me and Harry started dating. He's helped me a lot and I've been happy ever since but, I do have nightmare once in a while and flashback whenever I do certain things." Louis said calming down, and wiping his eyes once again.
Louis lip quivers, but he bites his lip a little to harshly making it bleed a bit and nearly a glimpse of it.
"So, I guess that's it, um I still get a little hate but I try to ignore it by doing something even I don't know." Louis chuckled shakily.
"Ah, there will be either a prank video or a challenge video. I don't know, we'll see what happens."
"I love you guys and we'll see you next video. And yes we will be saying changes at the end of our videos sometimes because even I notice what we say at the end of the video - and that didn't make any sense, why? I don't know." Louis said placing his hands on his knees, since he was sitting on the chair.
"Well, anyway we'll see you guys next video, bye." Louis said getting up and turning off the camera.
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