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When I got to my bedroom. I did my everyday routine. This is the thing that I wont forget doing everyday.Actually, everynight. I opened my window, got out of it then sat on the roof. This is what I do before I sleep. Talk to the stars.
"Hey there stars. I missed you. Sorry for all the wrong things I did today. Like I rudely talked to my mom. To my adviser. and to all the wrong things I did that I just coudnt remember. I do regret doing them things and I probably would do them again tomorrow. I just cant help myself. Sorry."
"You better be" -Tim
"What do you want. This is private"
"Yeah it is" Before I could say anything he already sat beside me"
"Stars are pretty" I said while eating Ice cream.
"They are. So hard to reach. Can I ask you something?
"Sure. What is it?"
"How did you. I mean. Move on"
"I'm going. We aint having this conver...."
"Come on. Today is June 3rd. I know deep inside you are thinking of him. I you feel like cryin then cry....."
"I'm not going to cry"
"Yes you are. When your little star gazing is over, you'll go to your bed and you'll cry. You will right something about him in your notebook and that will feel you better. Its okey to let someone know your pain"
"How do you..."
"My room is just beside yours. and sometimes you forget to lock your door?"
"So now I know. Now I wont forget to lock my door"
"Hahaha! yeah. you got so caught up in your drama you forget to lock your door"
"Hahaha!"
"But..... Keep in mind what I said okey?"
"I'm really taking advice from you. Really. You havent even have a serious relationship or something like that"
"I havent but I Love someone very much. And from that. I learned that nothing last forever. Dont be too happy, cuz in exchange you'll be really sad. Pained to be exact."
"I just wish I could write my own story. So life would be perfect but I cant. God is the author in my simple yet complicated life."
"If you're not happy, its not the end. You'll forget him. You'll be happy. And Dave? He'll be sorry"
Then we ended our conversation. Why cant I unlove him? After we broke up, I dated alot of guys. I mean alot. I even dated geeks cuz I want change but I cant. And I hate myself. He aint my first love but I know he's the one and only person I truly loved. Fuck him. And some of the guys I dated just cant get over me! They still follow me around asking if we could date again. Thats why I hate rebounds. They get hurt.
I went to my bed then wrote my feelings out.
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Once upon a time I met a prince. Not that charming but indeed caring. We became friends but not long till i fell for him. I didnt tell him because he might go away but deep inside the feeling was mutual. He confessed and I became his Princess. I gave my everything. Love him with all. He did the same and I thought it was perfect. I guess I was wrong. One day a witch came and cast a spell on my beloved. A spell that made him think I loved another. And from that day on. Our love story fell. A sad and early demise. Life goes on.
