Gay one shots

Jamilton

Alex
My hands Searched the tops of my locker looking for the one paper that had ended up there some how. My ears suddenly snapped to attention as I heard the low laugh of a certain boy. My eyes snapped over to see Jefferson playfully hitting lafs arm laughing at whatever he said. I glued my eyes to the back of my locker looking for my paper again. I heard foot steps coming closer to me and a frantically grabbed at the paper.
"Hey Ha-"
Slammed my locker quickly and walked away before the rest of his words could leave his mouth. I turned down different halls branching  out to my music department which was hardly used ever. I rushed to one of the practice rooms , quickly locking the door and sliding down the wall. I clutched my knees to my chest. I can't do this, not now not him. I thought of his gorgeous hair and his tan skin. I remembered how soft it was, how badly I wanted to run my hands through it again. But to him I'm just a toy. Another quick fuck, but I still wanted him. I wanted him to hold me even if it was just for a bit. I laughed bitterly, how stupid could I get? I should just stop while I'm ahead. He's fucked laf, Herc, John, Madison Hell hes probably even fucked the teachers. I'm just another tool. I stood up looking around the room walking past a small closet in the room. My eyes were set on the piano. I only ever played at times like these. It was a bittersweet sound filled the air as I hit the first key. A grim smile found a way to my lips. I took a deep breath and started. "I don't know if I can yell any louder, How many times have I kicked you out of here? Or said something insulting? I can be so mean when I wanna be, I am capable of really anything. I can cut you into pieces. When my heart is broken. Please don't leave me. Please don't leave me. I always say how I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back to this please don't leave me." I stopped forgetting the notes. I Looked down at my hands hating this talent. My eyes snapped up hearing a cough focusing on the closet.
"Who's in here." I snapped.
"Alright you caught me I'll come out."
From the shadows of the closet emerged Jefferson.
"What are you doing in here?!"
He scratched the back of his neck.
"This is normally where I go to skip."
I shook my head looking down at the ground.
"Hey Ham-"
"I should go." I turned to leave but before I could Jefferson slammed his hand down on the door.
"Why are you avoiding me?"
"I have to go." My eyes darted around the room. Suddenly he pinned me.
"Hamilton why are you avoiding me?"
My eyes focused on the ground my voice shrank back.
"Just let me go."
"God damit Alex just answer me!" My eyes snapped up at him, both of us Tense.
"What did you jus-" I questioned
"Alex thats what I said! Your name okay?!" He yelled clearly growing frustrated.
"You never say my name unless..." my voice grew quieter as my eyes fell to the floor again. Flashes of hot nights flooded my vision. The bitter sweet taste of his lips in many ways that's what he was, bitter sweet.
"I'm not letting you go until you tell me!" He snapped bringing me back to reality.
"I'm sorry."
"What are you?"
"God I'm stupid."
"Alex you're not-"
"Don't call me that! Right now I'm not Alex!" I said finally raising my voice as my eyes found there way to his face. I watched as his face flooded with confusion. I saw the light ball go off he got what I meant.
"Hamilton you not...?"
"Fine I'll spell it out for you, I hate you, I hate you're voice I hate you're looks I hate you're stupid laugh I hate the way you smile. And most of all I hate myself  for letting your stupid ass find it's way to my heart!" I yelled and I saw him put back by it. 
"Now can I just leave?!" My voice cracked my face feeling hot as unexpected tears rolled down my face. He just stared at me. Suddenly his hand scooped around my face and he connected our lips. This kiss was far from graceful, it was mess and needy like nothing we had ever done before. My lips felt as if they were on fire. He pulled away what felt like all to soon.
"God you are an idiot" he smiled. A warm blush spread across my face.
"I"
"Shh but you're my idiot." He wrapped his arms loosely around my waist. I leaned my head into his chest.
"I love you." I mumbled. He chuckled
"I love you to darlin"

I low key didn't know how to end that