I'm The Girl Next Door |TRILOLOGY|

33 ° Why

|KRIS POV|

I didn't even know I had fallen to sleep after everyone had left earlier. I didn't even want to see anyone after the bullshit that happened between us. I felt like shit. I feel like I love Ash more than she would ever love me.

I rolled over and peeped at my phone it was 3:23 pm. I rubbed my eyes. I had like hundred missed calls from my mom's alone. Texts messages saying happy birthday, and blah blah. I over heard ash on the phone.

"No Mrs Kay were not working on another baby, she's just been sleeping all day" she laughed

"No ma'am.....hahaha yes ma'am.......you sound like my mother now" she giggled

"Yes she's okay. No she don't have a fever.....haha Kay Kris is okay" I laughed at how over dramatic my mom's can be for no reason

"Of course I will tell her you called, okay love you too" she laughed I assume she hung up

I got up and sat on the side of the bed just rubbing my face. I could just feel my anxiety kicking in. I got up and brushed my teeth and laid back down. I didn't even want to get out of bed.

My curls we're everywhere. I just laid there in all these fluffy covers.

"Hey beautiful" ash said was she talking to me?

"H-hey" I said sticking my head out the covers

"Your mom called...." I cut her off

"Yeah I heard" I closed my eyes

"I ordered some room service if your hungry"

"I don't want to get up or eat" I said

"Well Kris you have....." I stopped her

"Just lay down with me.....please Ash I don't want nothing" I said looking down at her wedding ring

She laid down behind me, I could feel her body heat but she wasn't touching me. I backed up closer to her, and I felt her wrap her arms around me. I look down and saw the brusies I left on her arms

"Ash"

"Kris! I really do love you but I'm sorry!" She said

I suddenly felt all this pressure in my chest as I couldn't breath. I looked down as she let me go and there was a knife in my chest!

"Ash?" I reach out for her she backed up

"Just relax Kris, it's gonna be all over I promise" she said

I couldn't breath, I could feel the blood coming out of my mouth. I started shaking and coughing and she just watched me. I felt tears coming down my cheeks but I couldn't make a sound.

My life was flashing infront of my eyes!

"These lines be long as hell" was the first thing I ever said to ash

"I love you" was the first time I said it to her

"It's gone hurt a little bit" when she first let me strap her

"Will you marry me?" When I asked her

The look on her face when I handed her the strap on our honeymoon

Her purest moment when she gave birth to Charis!

It was not going black I couldn't see anything. Now I couldn't feel the pain no more. I seen my brother and my pops I knew I was home now.