Youngest

Chapter 18

A/N - um, hi. I don't know if anyone is still interested in this story but here goes nothing.

Sashas POV

It's been 4 weeks since the incident. 4 weeks of constant embarrassment. 4 weeks of feeling worthless. 4 weeks of wanting to be anyone but myself. Enough is enough.

I woke up this morning and rolled over onto my stomach, draping my arm over shay. I looked up at her sleeping and for the first time in a long time I smiled. A genuine smile crossed my face.

'So beautiful'

The words fell out of my mouth before I could stop them. She stirred a little making the cute noises that everyone makes as she came round from her slumber.

'Good morning shannon' i whispered. 'Good morning sash' she whispered back before pulling me into a bear hug.

Apart from working shay and I hadn't left the house, she'd been really good and made sure that I felt safe and comfortable. Today I wanted to repay her for the help she had given me.

'Can we go to the beach?' I asked quietly knowing it's her favourite place to go. She looked up at me with her gorgeous chocolate eyes and... hold on, did I just call shays eyes gorgeous?...
anyway, she looked up at me and smiled 'are you sure you want to?' She asked warily. I nodded and smiled back 'I want to be strong again' I said softly causing her to squeeze me even tighter than before. 'Then let's go little one' she squealed, before letting go of me and jumping out of bed.

I could only smile as I watched her go into the bathroom.

Jeez what was happening to me?