'Misconceptions'

Chapter 6: 'Misconceptions of it'

Chapter 6: 'Misconceptions of it'

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"I do." I stated with authority.

"You do want to end it? I understand, I respect your deci--"

"No. I do want to do this with you, I do want to be with you." I slurred abruptly.

"Are you sure?" Minho questioned.

"Honestly, I don't even know what I've gotten myself into, but what I do know is that I'm happy with you. I'm just gonna take it one day at a time." I explained.

"That's good enough for me!" Minho cheerfully replied.

We entered the infamous coffee shop still cautious as to what our next few words for each other would be. We sat down and got situated, only making the awkwardness more apparent. Minho began to set the table, bringing drinks and snacks over. He created an ambience playing only the most romantic of SHINee songs. It was moments like this that made me realize how lucky I was to have a man like him; but I couldn't help but wonder--what'd he see in me?

"Are you gonna say anything? Are you ok?" Minho asked in a worried manner.

"Yeah, I'm just thinking." I whispered

"Tell me, I want to be there with you--in your mind. What are you thinking?" He questioned.

"Well, what does SM normally think or do in this situation?" I questioned.

"Situation? You mean our relationship?" Minho replied.

"Yeah, they can't be all for it... right?" I pondered.

"Let me just explain how this works for idols once and for all.... Whenever a scandal breaks out, the agency will cover it up with another. For example, A few times i've been rumored to be with Yuri noona from Girls' Generation. In order to hide that and cover it up, they made me go out in public with Krystal of f(x)." Minho explained.

"What good would that do?" I critiqued.

"Well, what man who is dating Yuri would be caught with another woman? That's not necessarily the most faithful of things to do." Minho pointed out.

"So if we get caught, they'll make you pretend your with Krystal?" I asked worriedly.

"Most likely, but its only to help us. It takes heat away from the woman involved; I can handle the backlash from the fans on my own." Minho claimed strongly.

"I see." I whispered

"Are you okay with that?" Minho worriedly questioned

"I think it'll just take some getting used to, thats all." I said in a monotone voice.

The rest of the date was awkward but Minho tried to brighten it up with funny horror stories from his trip to Japan. He told me about all the problems he was having communicating. He didn't get recognized as often, but once he was out in the city he couldn't speak enough to get anything done. It wasn't until that night that I realized how derpy Minho could be; He's such a clown...but I can't help but fall for him, no matter how upset I am.
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[Minho's Point of View]

I just don't understand. I continue to try to show her how much I care but she is only concerned with the logistics. When she looks at me she doesn't think about us, she thinks about my career and my fans. I just wish that for once, she would bite the bullet and follow her feelings. Then again, i'm glad she cares enough to continue this journey with me. I'd be crushed if she had ended it that way, I had been so excited to see her. As always the reunion was slightly awkward but we made the best of it. Im glad I was able to clear up how things work in the industry for idols; I hope that was a relief to her. My agency and my fellow label mates are here to make sure that we all live happy private lives. I want to show her my true self, not the flaming charisma that is my ego. I want to take her away from the city and show her the man I truly am. However, she needs time...time to make sure it's safe for us to disappear together for a span of time. I'll convince her to leave with me though--I know she'd do it for me--for us.

[A Few Days Later]

Me and Minho are on good terms again. We speak all day whenever we get a spare moment. He stays late after recording to make sure I get to my car safe, and to make sure the PD's treat me well. He also makes sure I've eaten. He's been talking a lot about a getaway trip; Maybe to Busan or somewhere else in the countryside, far away from cameras. I don't know how I feel, I have work...and so does he. Now that I think about it... things have been getting weird the last few days. I've been receiving text messages from some anonymous number who refuses to reveal themselves until we meet. I'm afraid it may be a Sasaeng fan of Minho's. I'm gonna go through with it though, i'm gonna be brave and meet the person, they must have something important to say. I'll meet in a public place for my safety.

[Next Week]

I set up a meeting with the anonymous texter. They agreed to meet me on the outskirts of Seoul in a small secluded coffee shop. I got there ten minutes late just in case the place was crawling with other Sasaengs. I open the door to see an older male at the counter and a beautiful young brunette female at an open table at the corner of the shop. She waves me over, and as I get closer to the woman, I can see that she is Krystal Jung of f(x).

What could she want from me?

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Sorry for the super late update. I've been busy with school and just lazy. If you guys want more just let me know, it motivates me (: I hope you enjoy this part even though its short. Like always constructive criticism is always welcome!