33- "friends"

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Apologies, I won't accept
Not from them.
Dangling from above,
They left me hanging in the wind.
Confused, lost, alone
Too late to mend.
These wounds they'll turn to scars
I'll never forget.
The split of my heart between them,
Nothing for me to give.
Together, without me
The pain, where do I begin.
Pretending that
There's no elephant in the room
I want to run, I want to hide.
Hand's intertwined... oh
This empty feeling inside.
Unashamed, them to blame
Nothing else to explain.
Unwanted, feeling played
Tired of playing the same old game.
Opened up, thrown away
Thought they were here to stay.
Feeling angry, feeling betrayed
Feeling like pushing away.
Ignored feelings pushed aside,
They're happy, ignoring my cries.
They're happy.
I'm dead inside

Apologies, I won't accept
Not from her.
The one I really trusted
Exposing myself, exposing the hurt.
Now look at her, ignoring my words
Putting herself first, denying her work
Leaving me to drown,
Questioning my worth.
Leaving me to weep alone,
Buried in the dirt.
Feeling out of place.
Feeling unappreciated.
Feeling hopeless.
Mistreated,
Feeling hated.

Apologies, I won't accept
Not from him.
Thinking I could be the one
Stupid, to let him in.
Had me feeling low,
She was the one all along
Feeling lost in this world now,
Don't know where I belong.

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