eddie started a private chat with richie.
eddie:
richierichie:
eddiei can't keep doing this
eddie:
i knowim an insensitive asshole
i really shouldn't have treated you like that
richie:
yeah..eddie:
im so fucking sorryi shouldn't have avoided you and pretended nothing happened
i shouldn't have acted like a fucking dick
you deserve so much better than that
richie:
yeaheddie:
ii care about you rich
more than seems humanly possible
i didn't know what to do or how to deal with these feelings so i pushed them away
i tried to convince myself that i was straight
i don't know why i deal with things that way
i was scared
i was scared about what these feelings meant
but that gave me no right to treat you like shit
and i could apologize for the rest of my life
i WOULD apologize for the rest of my life if it meant seeing you happy
i would do anything for you
richie:
eddie...eddie:
i was in all honesty stupidi pretended i was straight
i pretended that i was happy with a girlfriend
i pretended that i loved her
richie:
waityou didn't love her?
eddie:
not even a little bitit was all pretend
how could i love her if my hearts been taken by someone else?
richie:
i..eddie:
look richieim sorry
And i know you've been kind of seeing josh and he probably treats you better than i have
but you mean the whole world to me
YOU ARE READING
messages; reddie
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