Let Him Go {Nash Grier Fanficiction}

Letting Go {Nash Grier Fanficiction}

Hey guy this Is my first fan fiction so I hope you enjoy this emotional roller coaster.Some chapters may be sexual so I will put a cation before the chapter.

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---------------------------------------------------Flashback: AUBREYS P.O.V

From the corner of my eye I see a dark haired boy pull up to the accident, he looks around with worry in his eyes. I nervously walk towards him, wondering why he was so upset.

"What's wrong?" I say while tucking the piece of hair behind my ear. Tears start to run down his cheek, causing me to feel bad for asking. "I'm sorry," I whisper and walk back towards my car. Before I get far he grabs my wrist. "Don't go," He said " I'm just so over whelmed right now." I nod my head and we walk over to the curb by my car to talk. He sits on the curb with looks down at his hands. " Whats your name?" I asked. "It's Hamilton, but you can call me Nash." "I'm Aubrey." There was a moment of silence that I finally decided to break. " Do you know anything about the accident? I didn't know the boy but I know he was young and I think there was someone else in the car too." There was another pause, but Nash finally spoke, "That was my family." My heart shatters when the words leave his mouth. More tear start to slip down his cheek when the paramedic rushes over to him. "Are you Nash?" The paramedic said calmly. " Yeah, that's me." he said trying to clear his throat. "Do you know anything about Hayes?" "That's actually why I ask. We were able to keep him alive, but he is in critical condition. Him and the other passengers from the car are up at the main hospital if you want to see them." I could feel his heart drop with the horrible news on his brother. After we got the directions from the paramedic,we both rushed over to his car and sped off to the hospital. While waiting for Hayes surgery to be done we just talked. Talked about him, talked about me, talking about everything. Something I haven't had in a long time. After another hour of talking the doctor finally came and told us what had been done. The doctor informed us that hayes had a successful surgery but still have severe brain injury that will cause him to not be able to do many everyday things. Nash carefully listened to the doctor as he spoke. The doctor walked us back To the room Hayes was staying In. When we reached the room the doctor and I gave Nash some space with his brother. I walked out of the room and sat on chairs outside of the door. Even though I haven't know him for long, I know this isn't the last I see of Nash.

Present time:

I woke up with his hands on my shoulders waking me from my nightmare. He runs his fingers through my hair and pulls me close into his arms resting my head on his chest He attempts to massage my shoulders trying to ease my tense neck. I began to relax and sat up from his strong hold. I turn towards him and find us inches apart. I feel his warm breath on my cheeks, making my body hot. I gaze up and catch the suns refection in his beautiful blue eyes. He leans forward and presses his lips to mine, sending sparks down my spine. Before I realize he flips us over so my body is resting on his chest. He shuts his eyes and presses his lips together. He sat up with his back against the head board, and me still on his lap.I began to kiss his neck and down his body causing his chest to rise. He let out a small moan and continues to keep his eyes shut, trying to enjoy my warm lips on his cold skin. He brings his hand under my chin and brings my face to his , pushing our lips together. Our kiss was becoming more and more aggressive . I pull away, trying to catch my break. I continue to kiss down his body, stopping at the waistband of his shorts. I hear the steps start to creek and realize some ones coming up the stairs. I kiss him on the tip of his nose and slowly get up from the bed, leaving him in shook. I swing my legs around and place my feet on the old wood floor.I pick up one of his shirts off the floor and put it over my head, loving the strong minty smell that was still on the fabric. His shirt hangs to the middle of my thighs, and barely covers my butt, one off the reasons Nash likes it when I wear his clothes. He gets off of the bed and pulls me back into his arms not caring that his brother Hayes was watching us.

Nash unwrapped his arms from my waist and turned towards Hayes

"Go back to bed, Okay? He spoke softly. "I'll be in there in a minute." Hayes looks at me and then back at Nash, his lips quiver as if he wanted to speak, but just nodded his head and turned and walked back down the stairs. Nash puts his head back in his hand. I notice a tear drop from his cheek, landing on his knee.

"I....I," He tries to speak, but his tears are holding him back.

"Nash," I say, rubbing his back. "It's not your fault, none of this is your fault." He picks his head up out of his hands and looks me into my eyes.

"Aubrey," He says looking back into his lap. "I don't think I can do this anymore, everyone left me and soon you will too. Even my own parents abandoned me. I don't know what I did to deserve this."

I take a deep breath, and look directly at him, trying to meet his gaze.

"You don't have to ever worry about me leaving you. I will always be here to help you with whatever you need, we are in this together, Okay? I know that it may not seem like it, but you are all Hayes has. He wouldn't be able to survive without you, not with his condition. Just think about that before you make any drastic decision. I know you're hurt, but you have to stay strong, If not for yourself, do it for Hayes"

The rest of the day, Nash, Hayes and I all stayed in bed and watched movies. Nash and I were on our bed and Hayes was resting on the floor. We were on our second movie and had many to go. I rest my head next to Nash and feel that his hands are tense. The movie finally ends, But I can see that nash is still upset. I look over the edge of the bed to check on Hayes, to find him sound asleep. I climb back into the bed and see Nash with his hands covering his face again, while talking under his breath.

"Nash, Hayes doesn't want this anymore than you do. " I say ,trying to keep a whisper.

"I know, but seeing him struggle like this is to much for me. He can barely walk without him struggling. I think he would be better off if he just wasn't here. I,I can't do this anymore. I'm gonna have to let him go

Hayes P.O.V

I lay with my head facing away from the tv and try to listen to their conversation. At first I could only hear whispers, but finally I could make out the words. I Hear Aubrey talk and wait for Nash to respond. After a long pause he finally speaks. A tear drips down my cheek from the words I just heard, Let him go. The words race through my head, making it loud and clear of what I just heard. I sniffle and take a deep breath, trying to calm my emotions. The room goes silent, knowing they heard me, I sit up and force myself to get off of the bed made up of pillows and extra blankets,Aubrey put together for me on the floor. I walk out of the room and over to the stairs. I can hear Nash calling my name but I block out his voice. Trying to save as much energy to get back down the stairs. All I could think about were his words. Back and forth. My mind was racing to fast for my fragile body. My knees are starting to give out,I feel as if my knees are going to snap at any second. My hands are shaking and moving uncontrollably. Trying to stop them from shaking,I try to hit them on my side but that's no help. I Stand on top of the stairs and try to grip the stair railing with my hot shaking hands. I slowing attempt to move myself down the stairs, wanting to be as far as possible from him. My mind is getting cloudy and my senses are all fading away. My legs can't support my body and give out causing me to slip down the stairs. The back of my head hitting the steps as I slip down the stairs. My body is slowing giving up. Everything becomes silent and my thoughts all go black.

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