Too Different J.G

Twelve

*Jack's pov*

I laid there on my mattress like I've been doing the past 3 hours, thinking of only one person. Jordan. God, that girl will kill me. She's so pure and innocent that it makes me just want to take that innocence away from her, yet at the same time keep her locked away so that not even I myself can destroy her purity.

I haven't spoken to her since last night. Its one in the afternoon now. I wanted to go by her place but it's Sunday so JJ should be home. I hope she thinks about me the way I think about her. Its like I constantly want to be near her and never leave her side. I know its messed up, okay? Fooling around with my best friend's sister but I can't help it.

I've known her since we were little. It's a bit weird, calling her baby and stuff because I feel like I shouldn't but I can't stop it. I want her to be my baby. I want to be the only reason she smiles. The only person she thinks of, dreams of. I want to be the one to comfort her when she's down but not the cause of her pain.

I feel real shitty knowing I can't show her off to the world. Knowing I can't hold her hand or kiss het in front of our friends. It pisses me off knowing that others will be hitting on my girl and I can't say shit about it. It hurts me knowing I can't sleepover just to lay beside her and talk about stupid shit.

God I wish she wasn't JJ's sister. I wouldn't have to be afraid to lose my friendship with my best friend because I have feelings for his sister. I know you're probably thinking I'm a stupid prick who just wants what's in her pants but it's not like that. I've liked her since 2 years ago when I first developed a small crush on her at a halloween party. She look so cute in my fairy costume.

I tried to ignore it and chose not to speak to her so that the feelings would disappear, but it didn't happen and I decided to act upon it. And just before you start thinking of something stupid, no I'm not some crazy stalker person who fell in love and blah blah blah. I have a little crush on her, is all.

Back to the topic, I miss her. I know its only been a couple hours since I last saw her but I miss her. I miss her scent, the softness of her skin, her gentle voice, her sass, the way she stares at me with those blue eyes that hold nothing but innocence. Is it possible to feel this way? Is it even real? Am I awake or dreaming?

Why does my heart beat this way when I think about her. Why do I get so nervous when I'm around her? Why do I have the urge to impress her every single time? I know I'm not in love. I never fall in love. I've been with many girls who are kind and sweet and sexy but still don't love them. So no, I'm not falling in love with Jordan. I just, I don't know how to explain it but i feel it.

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I get out of my car, slamming the door shut. I make my way up to the familiar wooden door and open it. "Yo yo yo, bro!" Nate greets as he sees me. " 'Sup man?" I do our handshake and flop down on the couch. "Jordan's upstairs, you know." He smirks at me, bring color to my face. "Is JJ here?" I ask shyly. God, I want to see her. "Nah man. He went to visit that Aria chick." He says, lifting a chip to his mouth. I nod, shifting in the seat. I didn't want Nate to feel bad if I ditch him to go see Jay. "Go. You look like you're gonna be sick." He laughs. I give him a grateful smile and rush to my girl.

I push open her door, instantly smiling as I see her spinning in the chair in front of her desk. She stops when she spots me and grins, wobbling over to me and throwing herself into my arms. I chuckle, wrapping my arms tightly around her, burying my face in the crook of her neck. "I missed you." She whispers, making my heart flutter. "Me too, Flower, me too." I reply honestly and peck her head. She lets go off me, giving me the advantage of taking in her outfit. She's wearing a plain white v neck, cotton shorts and black Nike socks. "You look comfy." I voice, laughing when she blushes.

I pull her to me, rubbing my thumb over her warm cheeks. She bites her lip, staring up at me through her lashes. "I really wanna kiss you." I voice, my eyes briefly flickering down to her lips and back up to her eyes. "Then do it." I don't hesitate, instantly attaching my lips to hers. I feel that familiar flutter in my stomach, the hammering of my heart against my chest. What was this girl doing to me? I sigh when I feel her hands in my hair, relishing in the pleasure it gives me. I slide my hands down to squeeze her ass in my hands making her gasp. I take this opportunity to slip my tongue into her mouth.

My dick hardens at the warmth. Fuck, I want her. I pull away, resting my forehead against hers. "I just need a minute." I breathe out causing a giggle to escape her. "Why are you here?" She asks me. I fake a pout. "Don't you want me here?" I laugh when her eyes widen. "I don't-I mean I do-I just. I didn't mean it like that." She stutters and I find it extremely adorable. "I know babe." I smile, intertwining our fingers. "You two make me sick." Our heads snap to the door where Nate is standing. "Fuck you." I say, laughing when Jay smiles. "Nah man. Do that to her." Jay blushes, hiding her face in my chest.

"What do you want Nathan?" I ask, my hands itching to punch him. Playfully of course. "You guys might want to lock this door. Or go back to your house. JJ's on his way back." I nod, thinking up different scenarios as what would happen if JJ were the one to walk in on us just now. I cringe. "I wouldn't let him hit you." Jay's voice brings me back to reality and her words make my heart pound violently. "Do you want to go to my house? We can play some pool." I suggest. She nods eagarly, kissing my lips. "Just let me change." I nod at her, stepping out of her room so she could change. Minutes later she steps out in grey sweat pants, a white t shirts and her Nike slippers, her hair up in a ponytail .

"You look cute." I compliment, taking her hand in mine. "Thank you." She replies sweetly, pressing a kiss to my cheek. I love how whenever I say something cheesy to her she kisses me. It warms my heart. "Let's go." I say and lead us downstairs. We say goodbye to Nate and drive off in my car. The rest of the day we spent playing pool and call of duty, eating a lot of junk food. Around six, I order pizza and we lay on the sofa, watching the reruns of Friends. I'm laying across the length of the couch with her between my legs. Her back is pressed against me and her eyes are on the screen. I kiss the top of her head and focus back to the show.

I jolt awake at the sound of my phone ringing. "Hello." I croak into the receiver, rubbing the sleep from my eyes to stare down at the beautiful girl asleep in my arms. "Where the fuck are you guys?" I cringe at the sound of Nate's voice. "At my house. We fell asleep." Jordan shifts slightly then cuddles further into me. "Dude, JJ is worried as hell and I can't tell him she's at your place." I huff, he's right. "Tell him she stayed at a friends'. I'm not waking her up." I tell him, running a hand through my hair. "No! Just bring her home." He rushes. I hear rustling and JJ hollering in the background.

The line goes dead and I feel frustrated. I don't want her to leave. I take her in my arms, lifting her up and carrying her to my bedroom. I help her under the sheets and begin to remove my clothing until I'm in boxers and t shirt. I don't think she'll be happy with me when we get up in the morning but I could care less at this point. I pick up her phone, typing in her password 2020. I text JJ and tell, as Jordan, that she's staying over at a friends' and she'll be home tomorrow. I climb in next to her, wrapping my arms around her and pulling her closer to me.

"Jack." She mumbles groggily. I kiss her head, then her cheek, then her lips. "I'm right here, Flower." I mumble and close my eyes. She releases a contented sigh and snuggles closer to me. This is what I want, to just lay with her at night. I find myself holding her tighter as I doze off.