I'm Yours

In Which He Is Rejected

The first time he sees Derek is at a tattoo shop. Stiles hadn't seen Derek in months but he looked really good. He looked happy. Derek was doing what he loves best and stiles can't help but think how well this environment fit him. Derek stood in his usual attire but with an apron wrapped around him as he drew a beautiful artistic wolf on this guys upper back. Stiles hides behind the counter all day and just watches him work until it is time to close. When Stiles finally does come out Derek just stares at him and he just stares back at Derek.

He can't read the expression on his face but in his eyes he can see them switch from shocked to hurt to just a blank stare. And Stiles just wants to walk over to him and hold him close and kiss him hard, whispering apologies to him saying how stupid he was and how much he misses him. It hits him like a huge tidal wave how much he missed Derek. How much he wants, how much he needs him.

Stiles inches closer and closer taking one foot at a time. He is making his way to Derek but his legs feel like jelly and he think he might trip. But he makes it nonetheless.

"Stiles-" Derek breathes but the rest of his words get caught in his mouth as Stiles cups his face.

Stiles doesn't kiss him yet, all he has to do is lean in but not yet. He stares back into Derek eyes and waits for confirmation. When he gets it though, he is throwing himself at Derek and he feels his lips on his and Stiles just kind of moans. They are kissing and going at it hard, desperately, hungry to taste one another. There is some clashing of the teeth but now Derek has his hands around Stiles and is holding him right on his ass pulling him impossibly closer. When their tongues first meet, both of them melts into each other and sigh contently like this is what they waited for their whole lifes.

Everything Stiles had been feeling was gone and everything seemed right in the world again. He was in Derek's arms and he was kissing him like it was going to be their last day on Earth.

They pull apart to catch their breathe but Derek leans his forehead against Stiles, both of them panting into the others mouth. He kissed Stiles again but soft and gentle this time, something Stiles has never been kissed like, as Derek backs him into the wall.

He moves down to the nape of his neck and places small pleasurable kisses there before nosing at the skin and taking a deep breathe. "God Stiles." Derek breathes.

"I've missed you." Stiles whimpers and Derek meets his mouth again in a short but lingering kiss. They stay there like that for a long time just holding each other taking in each others presence and scents until Stiles has taken in so much he goes light head and slides to the ground with Derek on top of him. Stiles just couldn't believe this was happening right now and the void in his chest was completely gone.

Derek found his hand and intertwined it with his and began to rub small circles on the back of his hand with his thumb.

"How did you find me?" Derek says after almost half an hour of comfortable silence.

"Erica, Boyd, Issac and Scott bought me a ticket. Apparently I've been in a depressed mood since you left. "

"I didn't want to leave . I knew you didn't like me like that but Stiles I was so in love with you, am so in love with you . I thought about staying and just being your friend because i was willing to do it, to have you at least as a friend but every time I tried I couldn't. It just hurt too much."

"I'm so sorry Derek for hurting you . I did like you that way I was just too dumb to see it . I know now that I want you. Derek I need you. I love you."

Derek laughs but tears start to stain his cheeks. "You don't know how good it feels to hear you to say that. But-But"

"What?" Stiles asked as he uses his free hand to angle Derek's head up. He places kisses down his neck to where his collarbone is visible from the v neck shirt he had on. He stopped right there and began to suck that had Derek's hips stuttered against Stiles.