Alpha Changed Me

Hell no

I don't know why I changed into this person I can't get out of. Every time Grayson and his wife Lori come with Ashton I feel like puking because how in the hell does someone reject you and act like it never happened it's impossible to even be 5 feet close to Ashton.

Right now im getting ready to go out and hang with my friends since I don't really see them a lot since I started homeschooling. We are going to some party. And I need to make sure I dress great for it.

So, I walked to my walk-in closet and saw the right dress a red tight dress that stopped at mid-thigh and showed a little cleavage but it showed of my curves perfectly. I had pulled the outfit together with some black wedges and a little make-up.

That's when I heard the door bell ring so I grabbed my purse and phone and ran down stairs until I was froze in place. What the hell is he doing here? It was the one and only Ashton James talking to my mom but then turned and looked at me in awe.

"umm, what are you doing here?" I said in a lot of anger in my voice that it made him wince a little.

"I came to talk to your dad and where you going dress like that?" he said a little mad.

"why is it any of your concern Ashton?" I said very upset.

"because im your MATE!" he yelled.

" no your not your the one that rejected me so no we aren't mates" I yelled back and glared at him. There was a lot of tension in the room.

" You two cut it out" she said in a luna tone. Which we both had jumped at.

"I know I rejected you and I'm sorry" he said quietly. "I was being stupid and selfish but I realized that I need you. Can you please forgive me?" he said pleading in his eye but he doesn't know what he put me through.

I finished walking down the stairs because Lynn was here and said "no I don't. You put me through a lot Ashton and all I wanted was to let you get to know me before you would reject me but know that's not what u did. So, stay away from me, Ashton James. FOREVER" I said as I walked out the house sad but proud but that all stop when I turned and heard him say these 4 words that made me feel bad ." I love you annlynn" and I said " I wish I could say the same" turned back around got in Lucy's car.

When I got it in the car felt like crying but no tears came out and all because of Ashton James. Lynn pulled the car over and turn to look at me.

"why did you pull over? aren't we going to the party?" I said looking confused

"yeah but the party can wait. so what happened back there?" she asked. I knew that was coming but I really didn't want to talk about it. So I gave her the i-will-tell-you-later face and I think she understood because she sighed and started driving again. We were in silence for awhile but that's when I started hearing music and I knew we were near the party I can't wait to get a beer I need one.

Once we were at the party, we saw people passed out on the grass, people making out, and we even saw a guy running around naked which made me shudder. Gross!

When I got to the door girls were grinding with the boys and people looking around for someone to dance with. I almost started throwing up when I saw lucy puked in a guy's mouth while they were making out. It might was a gross sight but I thought it was very funny.

But my heart stopped as I saw Ashton walk through the door.