Throughout that day all I could think
about was him..So decided to text him
'Hi its the weird boy from earlier..Caspar x'
Sent.
The message had sent..
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Joes POV
Ping..
My Phone went off
I wouldn't normally look at my texts they would always just be my dad moaning at me,
But then I remembered I gave the boy I liked my number..
It was him!!!
It was actually him!
I felt excitement run through my body just from the thought of him texting me.I clicked on the message instantly and replied;
'Oh hey didn't think you would text so soon..My name is joe btw xx'
Did two x's seem too desperate
Probably..oh well
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{Time skip to the next day}
I woke up surprisingly alright apart from the fact I was starving but I can't eat or I'll be fat and Caspar won't like me,
I put on I white hoodie to cover up the ugly scars that had been part of my life for the past year.Along with that I wore black ripped jeans and my sisters converse
I looked at my reflection to see me,
Ugly
Broken
Hopeless
Skinny
Lifeless
That's me..
I looked stupid and Gay as always
I walked down the stairs to see Zoe & Alfie as always.
I don't like Alfie he used to bully me for being gay..before getting with Zoe obviously he has changed now only so he can stay with my sister though.
I headed out the door head down hands in my pocket.I revived weird looks from strangers I tried to ignore them but it got worse there stares made me feel anxious and stupid,I didn't like it nor the attention
My inner thoughts took over which caused me to freeze in that very moment
Paralyzed
Thoughts swirled round my head hypnotizing me
That was it I was down
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