Caspar's pov
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I sat in my room,Scared as tomorrow was my first day at my new school.
My head flooded with thoughts,Horrible thoughts
I'm not good enough,I won't make any new friends,no one likes me,I'm annoying,I'm dumb
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My alarm woke me up...it was still early
I put on the uniform feeling more nervous then ever and got in the back of the car.
I didn't like this,
Flashbacks hit me almost instantly,
I got out of the car with the fake smile that I always wore to hide my emotions
Don't screw this casp
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As I walked through the tall humiliating gates I looked around to see the playground filled with different types of people,
It was packed,
In the corner there was quite a large tree I headed towards it,I Sat down and plugged my headphones in
I feel a hand place on top of mine,I turn round to see a small boy with light brown hair and beautiful blue eyes he quickly smiled then looked away..
The bell rang
I got up from the tree and walked to my first lesson,Which let's just say was extremely boring..
The boy from earlier was in my class sat at the very back,
I wanted to run up to him and hug him,But I didn't
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A figure with pastel blue hair ran over too me,
'Well hello there,you must be the new boy I'm Tyler!'
I smiled not knowing what to say
'Caspar'
He grabbed my arm and pulled towards a large group of people
'I found the new boyyyyy!'
'Isn't he cute,his names Caspar'
Tyler seemed excitable..
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All of his friends seemed nice but my mind wouldn't stop going back to the boy from earlier
I went over to the the tree I last saw him by he wasn't there
Still looking for him I went to the bathrooms,
When I walked in I heard crying..
I waited for them to come out which took a while,
He walked out red faced tears streaming down his eyes,
It was him the blue eyed boy.
He turned too see me then got ready too run but before he had the chance I spoke..
'What's wrong..?' followed by a warm welcoming smile
He let out a small smile '..oh it's nothing'
He was clearly lying he knew I could tell
'Can we talk?..' i whispered scared of his reply
'I have to go here's my number...' he then ran
I never got his name
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