Deep Poems

Losing Myself

My eyes close

I'm holding onto

my memories

and hatred.

my slumber

all alone in my head...

so silent.

I can't explain the way

my tears run blood along my veins

if I let go of my pain

I'll cease to be, give into the plague...

war is coming,

I can hear it in my heart

blood will flow

along the grounds of the innocent,

I can't deceive

the darkness anymore...

I'm letting go, I'm losing control of myself...

you beat me down,

so low and now

I'm crying my soul

I'm losing control.

you led me to

a place where I

can't feel my face...

death is just an anesthetic

for what's to come

a body left behind with no face

feeling numb

all alone I cry here

fading into nothing

all alone I lie here

dying...

...losing myself...