Changing The Locks On BloodLust || MJ fanfiction

Chapter 3 : and hence , the journey begun .

" , Asia ! "

i heard someone's voice calling my name .

" Asia !! "

it was jerricko's .
i slowly opened my eyes to see jerricko hovering above me .

" i was so , so , worried that you had passed out , or got in a coma , or even di-- "

" hush , " i cut her off . " i'm okay , i just went a little over board . i almost got caught by the police , but i got away and killed them . "

" was it .. 'her' again ? "

i nodded .

i knew exactly what she was talking about .
she was like another person , but me . whenever it was time to kill , my eyes would turn bloody red .
the color of bloodlust . and she would come out , to kill her prey .

" how long was i out ? " i asked .

" bout 1 hour , " jerricko sighed .        " you shouldnt worry me like that . "

" sorry , but i cant go to jail . "

she laughed . " youre right . lets get you cleaned up . you look like a bloody mess . "

she helped me up by my arms and we went to the infirmary .

Jerricko got a new pair of clothes for me , then grabbed a drying and wash towel .

" here , " she said . " go wash yourself off , and please look presentable for the boss . "

" yeah okay . "

" is something wrong ? "

" no , im cool . "

i lied . i had forgotten about the mission . but i had my answer . i just hadnt told jerricko yet .

" well then , okay . ill leave you to it . come get me after your guy's meeting . "

" alright . "

she left me to take a shower .
i turned on the hot water , took off my clothes then hopped in and let it run on my face , as i rewind the events that just happened .

i feel hot tears run down my face .

" i never wanted to kill anybody . i keep taking the lives of innocent people . i hate it . "

" you dont . "

" w - who is there ? " i asked .

" im you , the one you call ' her ' . "

" oh , its you again . what do you want ? " i replied .

" i dont want you to deny yourself . you know you have a passion for blood and despair , you always seem to repent your bloodlust , but we both know deep down , you love to see others cry and feel pain and agony . "

" no , thats not me . thats you . "

" incorrect , for it is the both of us , dearest . "

" no , y-youre wrong . "

" you cant trick me Asia , im you after all . you are a assassin , and you have a yearning for suffering in others . "

         i cried and cried , because i knew she was right . ever since my childhood , ive always loved to see others in pain .

-- flashback to Asia's childhood . --

" I'll buy her for 20 dollars . " a man said .

" ill take her for 50 dollars ! " another one protested .