I think I'm in love. I don't know if I have gone completely mad, or it's real. I hated this person before, but now... I don't even know.
If you have read my story Sweet Revenge, you will know what I'm basically talking about. Shadow, the boy who bullied me all the time had a friend. A friend that watched Shadow bully me and didn't do a thing. Well, after I drove Shadow mad at the funeral, that friend of Shadow's died. Who knows how he died? All I know is I hated his guts when meeting him from the dead. Notch knows how many tries I attempted to ruin him for good. I stabbed him, shot him, killed him once. He then came back. I know right now I sound like a demon, but so many feelings were filling up inside me. Later that boy turned into a vile creature. My plan was to kiss him. Why? Because an angels kiss is suppose to be pure. If I killed him I would feel horrible later on. What I was originally planning to do was kiss him and while I kissed him, I was suppose to pull out my dagger and stab him... But the kiss, it made me feel all warm and tangly inside... I couldn't do it. I wanted the moment to last forever. I didn't want to take my lips from his. When the moment did end a jolt of happiness and anger filled me. It was probably the happiest thing in my miserable life, but I was also furious at myself for kissing the one whom I was planning to kill.
I won't tell you his name, but I will say it was amazing. I just wish he liked me back...
